All That Glitters
Jane Scoggins
When
Mandy Steele got home from seeing a film at the Odeon in Camden Town she could
not believe her eyes when she opened the door of her flat in Kensal Rise. When she put her key in the lock at 11.15 pm
she had been thinking of Richard Gere and the film she had just seen, Gravity.
It had been exciting and scary. The realisation had been instantaneous. She had
been burgled. Mandy stepped cautiously across the carpeted sitting room floor
and then froze. First, she surveyed the mess and then she panicked and held her
breath trying not to make a sound. What if the intruder were still in the flat?
All was silent. Mandy exhaled and as carefully and quietly as she could in
her high heels she walked around her flat, surveyed the trashed
room, and her belongings in a mess. She scrabbled in her handbag for her mobile
phone and for the first time in her life dialled 999.
‘Fire,
police or ambulance?’ said a woman’s voice.
‘Police’
said Mandy.
'Putting
you through' came back and within a couple of seconds, a man's voice said.
'You
are through to the police' Mandy hurriedly started to explain, but was cut
short by the man saying
‘Anyone
hurt, or injured?
‘No’
said Mandy.
‘Anyone
in danger?’
‘No’
said Mandy, I have been burgled, but whoever it was has gone’
The man gave his name and asked Mandy for hers together with her address and phone
number before he allowed her to continue with the details of the burglary.
Having established that she was OK and in no danger, the man confirmed that a
police car was on its way.
It
was nearly midnight before the police car drew up outside and two police
officers, one male, one female got out the car. Mandy was relieved to see them
and something in her gave way to her emotions. The sight of the two officers in
their navy uniforms with crisp white shirts and all the bits of police
paraphernalia hung about their belts gave her confidence to surrender her
bravado and acknowledge upset and fear. The officers, used to this reaction
were sympathetic but crisp and entirely professional, and immediately started
to check out the flat and question Mandy about the time she had gone out, time
of return, any suspicious looking people about, anything out of the ordinary,
anyone with access to here flat, any unbolted windows? The female officer asked
the questions and wrote notes in her notebook whilst the male officer looked
around the flat, presumably for clues. It was a small flat so it did not take
long and within 30 seconds he was back with the news that the intruder had
apparently got in through the bathroom window around the back of the property.
The female police officer asked her to check what she thought was missing.
Despite the mess, the only things missing were the contents of her jewellery box
and a diamond ring on her dressing table.
Mandy
was glad that she had gone out wearing her watch, and opal ring. At least they
were safe. The Opal ring had belonged to her mum and she wore it a lot. The
watch had been a twenty first birthday present.
After
the police had left and she was alone again, Mandy made a big mug of hot
chocolate, added a handful of marshmallows and sat on the sofa to think. She
sipped from the mug and thought about the stolen jewellery. She knew exactly
what had gone and had given the details to the police. They had said they would
do all they could to catch the thief or thieves if fingerprinting was
successful, but as the pieces of jewellery were not particularly distinctive
they were a bit doubtful as to their recovery.
A
sapphire ring set in a gold band
A
3 gold twisted bracelet
A
gold locket
A
pair of gold hoop earrings
A
diamond ring in a platinum setting
It
is distressing enough to be burgled and have your possessions stolen but for a
woman to have her jewellery taken is heartbreaking, as each piece usually has a
story to tell and is connected to a significant relationship. Mandy considered
her emotions as she thought about the significance to her of each piece of
jewellery.
The
sapphire ring and the 3 gold bracelet had been presents from her grandmother.
The
gold locket had been a present from a boyfriend.
The
gold hoop earrings she had bought herself from her first wage packet.
The
diamond and platinum ring had been her engagement ring.
Mandy
wept as she finished her hot chocolate and then she got ready for bed.
The
next morning was Saturday and Mandy was glad she didn’t have to go to work. She
sat in her pyjamas drinking coffee and eating toast and strawberry jam.
Looking
at the copy of the list of stolen pieces of jewellery she had given the police, she took stock of her feelings and again thought about each piece and its
importance to her. She re-framed in her mind her feelings of loss and came to a
conclusion.
The
feelings of loss were not for the actual items but for the loss of a different
kind. The loss of a relationship.
Grandma
had been a strict parent and grandparent with rules and expectations hard for
her mother and her. She had been demanding and at times a bully. Mandy had
rarely worn the two pieces of jewellery bestowed on her by her Grandmother. The
sapphire ring had been a bribe to get Mandy to stay with her and look after her
following a fall. She had been a hard taskmaster with a cruel tongue. Still at
school, Mandy had been exhausted by her grandmother’s demands before and after
school but too intimidated to complain.
The
gold bracelet had been another bribe to get Mandy to change her mind about
applying for Art college. 'That will get you nowhere she had sneered, get a
proper job' her grandmother had insisted. Mandy has always resented not having
the chance to fulfil her dream. Grandma had since died and Mandy didn’t miss
her very much at all.
The
gold locket had been a present from a boyfriend who had treated her badly and
it had taken some courage to stop going out with him. She had recognised in
time that like Grandma he was a bully, although when he was nice to her she
really thought she loved him. The huge gold hoop earrings that she had bought
herself out of her first pay packet had been a real joy to her and Mandy had worn
them day in and day out for the first year. As time past and she grew more
mature and fashions changed she wore them less and less and she progressed to a
more discreet grown-up type of earrings. She had outgrown them in every way,
and Grandma had said they looked ridiculous. Besides, the catch on one was
broken so couldn’t be worn now anyhow.
The
diamond ring had been the most recent of her possessions and the most beautiful
thing Mandy had ever owned. It was not only beautiful but very expensive. It
was her engagement ring. She thought about Jamie and touched the ring finger of
her left hand where an engagement ring should be.
Mandy had not worn the engagement ring for the
last three weeks since she split up with Jamie. These last weeks had been tough
and she still felt upset and tearful at times. Jamie worked in the city, earned
lots of money, had a sports car and was charming beyond anything Mandy had
known in her life. She had fallen for him and he for her. It had been a
whirlwind romance. She had thought that at last, this was to be her Happy Ever
After. Jamie planned to buy a house and settle down with her, or so she
thought. It took some time for Mandy to find out and then accept that Jamie had
been two or possibly three-timing her. It took her more time and a lot of
courage to confront him. When she did he laughed at her and adopted a 'so what'
attitude. Mandy thought her world had come to an end. She threw the ring at
him, but rather sheepishly he had asked her to keep it.
When
Mandy was showered and dressed and with her favourite CD playing in the
background, she made a fresh cup of coffee and took stock.
By the time she had finished her coffee, Mandy
was much happier. She had a plan.
If
the jewellery was found she would sell it, if not she would claim on the
insurance. She reckoned on £5000. What good had the jewellery, except the hoop
earrings been to her?
'All that glitters'... she said to herself and
smiled. None of it held happy memories, nor of the people who had given it to
her. She was better off without it. It was a way of erasing the past and
starting again. Mandy still loved art, and with the money from the jewellery,
and a bit extra from her savings, she planned to visit art galleries across
Europe, and have a holiday at the same time. Monet's house and garden, The
Prada in Madrid , Michaelangelo frescos in Venice , the Uffizi in Florence . Maybe even as far as The Hermitage
in St Petersburg. She would have the time of her life and in the meantime, she
would sign up for an art class. She may not now be good enough or have the
qualifications for Art college, but it was a start, and maybe, just maybe it
could lead to something in the future. Whatever happened she was resolved to
take this opportunity and take charge of her own destiny with the spoils of her
past.
Copyright Jane Scoggins
A reflective piece making sens of the past and moving forward. Well written as always...
ReplyDeleteLiving with others involves compromise, or submission (if you are not the dominant partner). Lot to be said for being single...
DeleteGood story with a strong moral message.
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