
A beautiful Spring day, and the pretty village was buzzing with activity. A stranger in the village always got noticed by the well-heeled ladies who lunch and shop at their leisure. So when Megan parked her car and started to walk along the High Street there were sidelong glances. They were discreet looks, and Megan was not at all aware. An affluent area, the hanging baskets around and about were stuffed full and overflowing with the abundance of narcissi, pansies, crocus and primroses. She had read in a magazine at the hairdressers that there was a new bridal shop recently opened that sold beautiful dresses, some handmade. She had driven the 12 miles from home to have a look. She was not familiar with the village, but liked what she saw as she started to casually stroll. Bigger than she had anticipated, the High Street had a number of well-presented independent shops. When she saw the pale pink and white paintwork of Wedding Belles, she looked in the window and was immediately blown away by the dress on display. Pure white lace and silk with such gorgeous embroidered detail, and tiny pearls on the bodice. She could not help but stand and take it all in for several minutes. The dress of her dreams. Without hesitation, she stepped inside the shop and was greeted by the young woman at the desk, adjusting pale pink roses in a crystal vase. The lighting was soft and the carpet cream and luxurious. Megan was relieved she had dressed smartly and paid attention to her clothes, hair and makeup. She felt she had stepped into another world of exclusivity, a fairytale, and was so happy. The young woman stepped forward and welcomed Megan with a smile. Megan could not think of anything to say except ‘Wow, I love your shop’ as she surveyed the velvet armchair and wedding dresses hanging on a rail under the soft light of a crystal chandelier. Feeling like a schoolgirl with a crush, Megan felt a bit overwhelmed. She had waited so long for this day when she would walk into a bridal shop and be surrounded by glorious dresses in such luxurious surroundings. But she had not anticipated the strength of her emotion.
The young woman Carolyn, was clearly pleased by the impact on Megan and, smiling, replied ‘Thank you, I have dreamed for the last two years of opening my own bridal shop. My Grandmother lives in the village, and when she told me this shop had become vacant, I knew it would be perfect. It has taken me three months to prepare and decorate, and I love it. Three hard months, as I did it mostly by myself. I do some of the sewing and alterations too, so I am a Jack, or should I say Jill, of all trades. Her tinkle of happy laughter was infectious, and Megan relaxed. Before long Megan had looked at all the dresses on the rail and asked if she could try two of her favourites, together with the one in the window. Carolyn was really helpful and attentive, giving her lots of encouragement and telling her, quite truthfully, that she looked lovely. Two of the dresses would need a little adjustment if she were to choose one of them, but Carolyn, with a pincushion on her wrist, was on hand to pin and tuck and assure her that the alterations could be done very easily within a day. Feeling more confident, Megan asked if she could try on a veil and a crystal tiara. Carolyn was immediately at her side with a selection, delighted that a sale was almost certain. Megan really did look good in her dresses and was thinking she would ask her if she could take some photos for her promotional material. Megan could not quite decide on which dress she liked most, so agreed to return the following week to try them on again.
Outside the shop, Megan was still on cloud 9 as she walked to where she had parked the car.
Sitting quietly before starting the ignition, she thought about how she had dreamt for a long time about the day she would choose a beautiful wedding dress, choose the perfect venue and reception and walk down the isle as a bride. She was still deep in her thought when her mobile phone rang in her handbag. It was her mother.
‘Megan? Where are you?
‘I’m out in the car, why? There was a pause before her mother replied
‘Because you were supposed to be back here nearly an hour ago’
‘Oh, sorry Mum, time just slipped away’
‘Well, hurry back, will you. I've been worried about you’
‘I’m OK, Mum, really I am’
‘OK, love, but hurry up so we aren’t late’
‘Late?
‘Yes, for the church..You know, Martin’s memorial service?’
Silence
‘Are you there, Megan?’
‘Yes, Mum, I’m on my way’
Megan slumped in the seat and felt her emotions rise to the surface, and she became tearful.
As soon as she was composed, Megan drove home, and her mother greeted her with a hug and a cup of tea, before they sombrely set off for the church.
Sandwiched between her Mum and Dad, Megan wept into a series of handkerchiefs passed to her by her mother throughout the service. The music and the flowers were beautiful, and Megan almost felt it could be a setting for a wedding.
After the service, she stood with her parents as family and friends came over to speak to her. She tried to make sense of it all as she heard them speak in hushed tones
‘So sorry, Megan’
‘ I’m here for you, Meg, if you need me’
‘Sorry for your loss, Megan.
‘ Martin will always be remembered love’
‘He was a good man, Megan, and loved you so much’
‘Such a tragedy Meg, he will be remembered in my prayers’
The words washed over her and taking her arm, Megan’s Mum led her to the car and home.
In her bedroom, Megan was left to rest, she seemed shell-shocked, although it had been a month since her fiancé had died in a tragic accident. They had been together six years.
There would be no one else for her, she was certain. He had always been the only one for her. She thought of the bridal shop and the joy that had been snatched away from her. She would never go back to that beautiful shop. What had she been thinking? Her dreams of being a bride would never be fulfilled. Her memories of those beautiful dresses and her joy of trying them on would be her only memory of what was not to be.
Copyright Jane Scoggins – October 20
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