The Darker Half ~ Chapter 7
By Janet Baldey
CHAPTER SEVEN
ALEC
It was too hot.
The sun was much too hot. It was burning the top of his head and his
back felt as if his skin was bubbling, despite the olive oil his mother had
rubbed into it. If only it would rain. He took a quick glance at the sky, pure
blue with not a wisp of cloud. He blinked. He’d made the mistake of staring at
the sun and now he couldn’t see properly because of millions of tiny black suns
bobbing in front of his eyes. He squeezed them half shut and peered longingly
towards his sun hat abandoned in the sand where he’d thrown it after being told
he couldn’t have an ice cream.
“If you
think,” his mother had said, “that I’m going to slog all the way down the beach
to buy you a lolly just when I’ve got meself comfy, then you’ve got another
think coming. Ask yer Dad, or go and get it yourself. I’ll give you the money.”
But his
Dad was already asleep, sprawled in a deckchair, a hanky tied on top of his
head and a newspaper over his face; Alec could hear him snoring. He scowled.
She knew very well he couldn’t plough through the sand with this horrible metal
thing on his leg. It would take him
forever and everyone would stare. His Mum finished smearing oil all over her
arms and legs and turned her glistening face towards the sky, her skirt tugged
high over knees. She’d burn, thought Alec scornfully, she always did and never
learned. He hated the beach but
although he’d whined, grizzled and dragged behind, it hadn’t made any difference. His mother could have had cotton wool stuffed
into her ears for all the notice she took but then, she liked nothing better
than lazing around, especially in the sun.
As
usual, the minute they’d got to their chosen spot, Anna had run down to the sea
leaving Alec behind. There was absolutely nothing for him to do except try to
make silly castles out of dry sand that collapsed as soon as he turned his
bucket over. It was so boring. So he’d just sat and buried both legs in a sandy
grave so no-one could see his bad one and now he was stuck and couldn’t even
reach his hat. He’d probably get
sunstroke and die and then everyone
would be sorry. Except he had a sneaking suspicion that they wouldn’t. His mum
might be, a bit. At least she’d make a lot of noise about it but his Dad and
Anna would probably be pleased.
Where
was Anna? He squinted to where he could
just see the water, a glittering line in the distance. Then he saw the black
shapes of three figures digging in the firm sand at the edge of the water and
recognised one of them. She’d found some friends already. As he watched, one of
the smaller shapes, a boy he thought, detached itself from the group and ran
towards the sea a bucket in his hands. With all his might, Alec willed him to
trip and end up face downwards in the sand. He began to grin at the thought but
the child skipped into the waves and out again without falling once and Alec’s
scowl returned. He looked at the ocean,
it was flat and still with just a few small waves rippling in and out, pushed
by the tide. He prayed for an enormous tidal wave to appear from out of
nowhere, surge towards his sister and wash her out to sea Or, better still, a shark; a sinister black
triangle cutting through the water heading straight towards her. He imagined
people screaming and scattering and the dead silence that would follow as the
shark retreated with its prey. That would be so good.
He flinched as a sudden
gust of wind whirled along the beach, blowing sand into his face. Some got in
his eyes and without thinking he rubbed them with a hand that was even sandier.
The grit stung his eyes and made them water and he let out a piercing howl.
“Oh, for
heaven’s sake. What have you done now?”
He heard
the rustle of newspaper and, with his eyes streaming, looked up to see his
father standing in front of him. “Stop rubbing them, you’ll make it worse. Now,
open up and keep still.”
He felt
his chin being lifted and the tip of his father’s hanky, moistened with spit,
probing the corners of his eyes.
“Now
blink hard and keep on blinking. What are you doing sitting here anyway? You’ll
burn in that sun. Get in the shade, or go and play with your sister.”
Alec
shook his head, tears flowing freely now. He hated himself for being so weak
and felt worse as slime began to run from his nose. His father wiped his face
and pulled him out of his sandy tomb.
“Right,
now keep out of the sun. Do you want an ice cream?”
Alec
watched his father’s broad back as he trudged across the beach towards the ice
cream van. He’d asked for strawberry but he bet his father came back with
vanilla. His Dad got everything wrong.
His mum said so. He heard them rowing about it at night. His Mum didn’t like the house they were in
now. She said it was too small and poky and that if his Dad hadn’t lost the
contract they could have stayed in their old house. Alec agreed. He’d liked it
where they were before, there were woods at the bottom of the garden and you
could do what you liked in the woods because there was no-one to tell you off.
If his
father did come back with a vanilla cone, he’d throw it in the sand. He hated
vanilla. In fact, if he hadn’t wanted an ice so much, he would have thrown it
down whatever the flavour, just to see the look on his father’s face. He liked making his father angry it gave Alec
another reason to hate him. And, he did hate him. He hated him because his Dad
liked Anna the best, and he knew why too.
It was because she was clever and had two straight legs and he didn’t.
He ground his teeth, remembering how he’d overheard their skinny neighbour
describe him as that “poor crippled boy who lives next door.” He hated her as
well, the ugly old thing. Alec sat and brooded about what he’d like to do to
them all if ever he got the chance.
At last
he spotted his father’s figure gradually getting bigger as he walked towards
him. He was holding four cones, two in each hand. Then Alec watched in dismayed
disbelief as his father totally ignored him and veered towards the group of
children playing by the edge of the sea. He saw Anna running up to him, claiming
her cone and his father handing one each to her playmates. Alec clenched his
fists. The ices must be already melting, there’d be nothing left except a soggy
cornet by the time he got his. Stupid, stupid, stupid man; he started to grind
his teeth. Anna always came first and Dad always gave her that special look
whenever she spoke to him. Then, there were all those evenings they spent
together in Dad’s workshop. What did they do in there? Alec had been in there once or twice and it
was nothing special. A grimy, bare little room with no plaster or paper on the
walls. Just a workbench and two shabby old armchairs by a stove that burned
wood, yet they both spent hours in there every evening. He’d never been invited
in after that last time and again that wasn’t fair, he'd only been trying help.
His father’s worktop had been such a mess with nails and screws scattered all
over the place and Alec had only been trying to tidy them up. It wasn’t his fault that he’d tripped and
spilled them all over the floor. His mouth turned down and his eyes began to
water again as he remembered the hiss of his father’s breath.
“Oh, for
Heaven’s sake, Alec. Now, look what you’ve done. Just sit down and keep quiet if
you want to stay.”
Alec
hadn’t dared look at his sister, he was sure she was smirking. Instead, he’d
blundered out of the door, went back into the house, climbed the stairs to his
bedroom and lay in the dark. Since then, he’d never set foot in the place. All
the same, he ached to know what they did in there night after night. Maybe they
talked about him. Maybe they were plotting to kill him. Recently he’d got into
the habit of spying on them. In spite of his bad leg he’d got quite good at
walking quietly. He liked to think of himself as ‘The Creeping Shadow’ as he
slipped out of the kitchen door and into the alleyway leading to the workshop.
Slowly, he’d inch up to the door and press his ear against the peeling
wood. So far, he hadn’t heard much, just
the creaking of chairs, the sound of his father’s saw and the low mumble of the
radio in the background. But they had some sort of secret, they must have and
he’d give a week’s pocket money to find out what it was.
Copyright Janet Baldey