Another Haiga
By Robert Kingston
Copyright Robert Kingston
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By Janet Baldey
A soft, but insistent, whine gradually brought Nora back. With an effort, she opened her eyes and
realised she was still sitting on her bed, not even dressed. A wet nose nudged her tightly locked hands
and she looked down to see her dog staring up at her, its brown eyes
anxious. Oh God, it had happened
again. She could remember waking up but then
nothing. She’d had episodes like this
before and dreaded the spreading darkness that threatened.
She licked her lips, her mouth felt thick and sour
as if she’d been eating dry cement. It was the sleeping tablets. She should stop taking them but then she’d either
not sleep or be plunged into terrifying nightmares that sent her body flying upright
into the night. They were bad but perhaps the happy dreams were worse. They’d be together again. She’d awake,
cocooned in a drowsy stupor and turn, expecting to see his familiar shape next
to her, but his side would be empty, and then she’d remember.
The dog’s nose thrust deeper into her
hand. He was hungry she realised and
forced herself to stand. On unsteady legs she walked into the kitchen, seeing that
the sun was up and streaming through the windows, decorating the flagstones
with lemon-coloured oblongs of light. She
ladled food into the dog’s dish. He needed a walk. For that matter so did she. “They” whoever they were, said that exercise
was ‘good for the mind’, it chased away depression and put things into
perspective. She hoped they were right. After
all, that was what she and Ian had come here for. Perspective. At first sight,
they’d both fallen in love with the old stone cottage set high above the cliffs
with the moors an endless mauve haze on one side and the sea on the other. It was their dream home. Resolutely, she squeezed her eyes shut damming
the tears.
Outside, she lifted her face to the sky
where mares’ tails stretched towards the horizon and after a few seconds, she
started to run. Paddy bounded along, leading the way and with a river of wind
streaming through her hair, she began to feel better. Blood thrummed through her veins and the fresh
air cooled her cheeks as she followed the dog down the track towards the blue
glimmer of the sea. In better days she’d
often followed this route, it led close to the edge of the cliff where it veered
right and ran down to the cove. She
blanked her mind and concentrated solely on the track as she ran, a turned
ankle would be the last straw. Suddenly,
she heard a high-pitched bark and looked up to see Paddy’s rear end
disappearing from sight. He’d obviously sighted
a rabbit, something he couldn’t resist.
Her heart ratcheted up a notch as she
realised they were very near the cliff edge, so near she could hear the booming
of the waves as they thrashed the cliffs face.
“Paddy, no,” she yelled. “Bad dog, come back.” Realising her mistake
she hastily changed tone. “Good dog, come back, Biccy,” she wheedled. Neither
had any result and her stress levels soared.
She couldn’t lose him as well, not after everything else.
Not running now but sprinting, she
reached the turn of the path and saw that her fear was very close to
fruition. Paddy was charging full pelt
towards the edge of the cliff, chasing something she couldn’t see. At the last moment,
he realised and tried to
skid to a halt but his momentum carried him forward and to her horror she saw
him disappear over the edge.
“Paddyeee”, she screamed his name but
only the wind answered. She’d always been terrified of heights but ran as close
to the edge as she dared before dropping to her knees and crawling nearer, her
fingers using the turf as an anchor as she peered over the cliff. Wind flooded her eyes with salt and desperately
she blinked the tears away. She had been hoping that a stray bush had broken his
fall but the cliff face was sheer, dropping hundreds of feet towards the grave
that all sailors feared. Suddenly her
mouth opened and she gasped as a tiny plume of white foam appeared in the
middle of a vast blue stretch of ocean. Seconds later she saw a dark speck
appear, battling in and out of the waves.
She shivered as she watched. Paddy
was a muscular springer spaniel and loved the water but even he couldn’t be
expected to conquer that amount of sea. Time and again she saw him rise to the
surface only to disappear before he rose again. She also realised he was swimming in the wrong
direction, not towards the beach but away from it and her throat ached as she
screamed her frustration.
Desperately she scrabbled in her pocket
for her mobile. The coastguards, they
were the only people who might help, but did they turn out for dogs? She could only hope and she had to do
something. She would beg and plead If
that’s what it took. To her relief, someone
answered on the first ring and immediately some of her tension fell away. The voice was rich, deep and plummy reminding
her of long-ago Christmases. She took a
deep breath and tried to marshal her thoughts but her words exploded like a
scattergun discharging its contents.
“Take a deep breath, Miss, and start
again.” The man sounded patient, as if he had all the time in the world.
“My dog….fallen off the cliff. He’s in the water and swimming out to sea. Please help him.”
“And whereabouts are you, Miss?”
For one terrifying moment, her mind
went blank and her nails dug deep into her palms. Then she remembered. “St Anne’s Cove.”
“I’ve got you. Don’t worry my love. He’s probably swimming out to the sandbank,
that’s just off the shore. He’ll get a bit if respite there and we’ll send a
boat round, right away.” Then he was gone.
For a moment she crouched on the
cliff’s top, breathing heavily and drenched with sweat. Bracing herself, she peered over the edge
again, dreading what she’d see. But what she did see was a miracle. A thin brown
line had appeared in front of Paddy and as she watched, he clambered onto it. It seemed that all the breath in her body left
in one gush of relief. It must be the sandbank.
She prayed to God it would last until the lifeboat arrived.
She had to get to the beach. There was a rough path spiralling down to the
cove and in happier days she’d used it often.
Whenever Ian was due back from one of his fishing trips, she’d keep
watch and as soon as she saw the white sails of his yacht see-sawing amid the
waves she’d stop whatever she was doing and run-on sunshine down to the cove. But
today, instead of her heart beating with happiness, it was fluttering with
anxiety. She knew the sea, knew how
unpredictable it was and Paddy was at its mercy.
She ran past blurring masses of
Rosemary, Cornflowers and Sea kale until she felt shingle crunching underneath
her feet. At the water’s edge she stood,
shading her eyes as she stared seaward.
The bar seemed smaller as if the sea was taking great bites out of it
and her pulse hammered. Her eyes
switched to the horizon and to her great relief she saw the lifeboat rounding
the headland, a trail of white foam marking its progress as it sped towards the
narrow ridge of sand. It dropped anchor
a little way off and her vision blurred as tears of relief welled. Rubbing them clear, the next thing she saw
was a rib leaving the sandbank and heading towards her.
He looked god-like as he leaped out of
the dinghy and strode through the waves towards her. His hair was a burnished helmet clinging to
his head and as he drew nearer she saw that his eyes were the clearest blue
she’d ever seen. A soaking wet Paddy was
cradled in his arms and he was carrying the dog as if it were a feather.
“Here we are,” he said, handing Paddy
over and she could have warmed her hands on the radiance of his smile.
She staggered
under her dog’s weight and soon Paddy’s tongue was licking away her tears and
she buried her face in his salt-caked fur. At last, she raised her head to
thank the man and as she did, something wondrous happened. She looked into his eyes and all her worries
disappeared. While waiting for the tide
to lift, they talked and the words came easily. He wanted to know if she was a local and she
told him how they had come to live here. Then, without meaning to, she found
herself telling him things that she’d never before discussed with a living
soul. She told him about Ian and what it had been like when their love ended. She told him of how she’d found him clutching
his chest and heaving for air, his face deep purple and how she had been
holding his hand when he passed and that his last words had been “ I’m dying. I
love you.”
He put an arm around her and all at once she felt
at peace. She hadn’t mentioned her guilt
but he seemed to know. “Nora.” He said gently, “You were always great comfort
to him and never more so than at that time.
All he wants now is for you to
be happy. He knows that you feel you failed him but you didn’t. You did everything you could. It was simply his time.”
She wouldn’t have accepted this from anybody else. What did anyone know about what happened and
how she felt. How she would trade the
whole world to turn the clock back. Bitter
words rose to her lips but then she looked into his eyes and believed. Immediately it felt as though the tight wires
that had been binding the shell of her body together fell away, freeing her
from all mental pain.
As she watched him start to wade towards his boat,
she couldn’t find the words to thank him but instinctively felt she didn’t need
to. She would see him again, she was sure of it. Suddenly, he turned.
“The lads are having an open day in aid of the
Lifeboat Association tomorrow. If you’re
free why don’t you come along? They
serve excellent tea and biscuits. My
name’s Gabe by the way.”
The way back to the cottage was steep and rocky but
she felt as light as a balloon being towed by a piece of string as climbed up
the cliff path. Happiness, a sense she
thought she’d never feel again, folded her in a warm cuddle. The colours of the day seemed almost
overwhelming. The petals of the yellow, mauve and pink wildflowers, muted on
the way down, were so vivid as to be almost luminous, and she could clearly see
tiny black insects clambering around amongst them.
Energy
pulsed through her. She would go
tomorrow, she promised herself and she’d make some cookies to take with her. She couldn’t wait to see Gabe again and
realised this was the first time in three years that she’d go to bed looking
forward to the next day.
***
She
opened her eyes and for a minute lay still, hearing the tiny birds flirting in
the ivy clinging to the cottage. Her
eyes shifted to where a tangle of hair decorated the pillow next to her, and she
listened to his soft snores. As she had
so many times before, she remembered what happened and thought that if she
lived for a hundred more years she would never get over the strangeness of it.
Armed
with a tin of biscuits and as big a donation as she could afford, she’d gone to
the Lifeboat’s Open Day. She and Paddy
had been given a warm welcome and Paddy had become quite foolish over all the
attention he received.
“So
this is the famous disappearing dog.” An
athletic looking girl bent down to pet him.
“You gave us a real run-around didn’t you, lad.”
At
the time, Nora had thought that remark odd but within a few seconds it had
become lost in the general turmoil as the crew took notice and turned around.
Introducing themselves, one by one.
There was a Harry, a Tom, a Judy, a Pat but no Gabe, she noticed.
“I’m
so sorry he caused you all so much trouble,” Nora said, “But I shall never stop
being grateful to you and especially to Gabe.”
“Well,
we didn’t do much but don’t you worry, my love.
We’re used to false alarms and we don’t mind a bit. A happy outcome is all we ask.”
False
alarm? Nora frowned, there must be wires crossed somewhere. She looked around the room for Gabe, he would
sort things out.
“Where
is Gabe?” she asked.
“Skiving
off, if I don’t miss my guess. He’s not
a fan of crowds. Gabe!” Nora jumped as the man known as Harry, hollered and she
saw a slim, dark man detach himself from another group and head towards them. Nora
watched him, shaking her head. This was not Gabe.
“Friend
of yours, asking for you Mate. I’ll
leave you to it then.” Harry turned away with a knowing smile, leaving the two
of them blinking at each other. “I’m
sorry,” Nora said. “Wrong Gabe I’m afraid.
I meant the blond one.”
“We
haven’t got another one Miss. I’m the
only Gabe here stupid enough to get involved with this lot.” The man laughed, then stopped as he noticed
her expression. He lowered his voice.
“Come
on, let’s have a cup of tea and I’ll try and sort things out. Something’s troubling you, isn’t it, and you
know what they say about troubles.”
But
even with the help of tea, he only corroborated what the others later confirmed.
“I
was on duty yesterday and we did go out to help a dog that had got itself
marooned on a sandbank. But when we got
there, we couldn’t find it, so we assumed it had got itself off. They sometimes do that, you know.”
As
she listened, Nora felt waves of faintness wash over her, feeling as if she had
got trapped in a parallel universe. Although there was no reason for anyone to
lie, she knew, without a shadow of doubt, what had happened yesterday. Paddy had been saved by a tall, blond man
called Gabe and they’d had a long conversation of which she could remember
every word. What on earth was going
on? Suddenly, she just wanted to go
home.
She
put her cup down and turned, then staggered as the room whirled around her.
“Hey,
hold on. You’re in no fit state to walk
about. Do you need a lift? My car’s outside.” The dark man’s voice sounded anxious and she
nodded.
As
they drew up outside her cottage, he looked at it and then back at her. “Nice place, but it’s a bit isolated. Do you live here alone?”
She
nodded again.
“In
that case, I’ll give you a ring tomorrow.
Just to make sure you’re all right.”
As
she gave him her mobile number, she thought how kind he was. And good looking too.
She
smiled at the memory. Dark Gabe had called
the next morning, and the next and before very long, Nora had found herself in
a relationship. And now - she stretched
out a hand, admiring the glittering gold band – married just yesterday and she
had rarely felt so happy.
At
first, she’d had a hard time convincing him she wasn’t just a crazy lady and in
the end they’d agreed on a logical solution. It must have been some passing stranger
who had rescued Paddy and that it was just coincidence they had had the same
name.
Dark
Gabe was entirely persuaded, and couldn’t wait to find his name-sake.
“After
all, I owe the bloke a drink, if it hadn’t been for him I’d never have met
you.”
Nora had smiled, but although she went along
with the idea, she was never convinced.
Deep Inside, she knew better. Although
he was not a figment of her imagination, they would never find her mystery man
and maybe, that was the way it was meant to be.
Copyright Janet Baldey
By Margaret Potter
The Jubilee parade was looming.
The Queen was taking part.
Her fancy hat was waiting.
It was a piece of art.
She’d piled it high with cherries
red and round and bright.
She’d piled it high with plums
It looked a splendid sight.
If only she had a banana
to complete the fruity look.
She sent the King a message.
Please help. Please go and
look.
The Banana shop was empty.
The manager quite dismayed.
He sent the King to the factory
where fruit was stored that day.
The building was enormous.
The King felt quite in awe.
But beneath the giant structure
was a table laid up for four.
A dormouse held a teapot
it looked rather large in his hands.
Sitting patiently waiting
was a monkey dressed so grand.
The King sat at the table.
His crown falling over one eye.
He told the present company
the Queen’s request and why.
The monkey stood to attention.
He swept off his splendid hat.
There on his head was a banana
yellow, carved and fat.
The King handed him a medal.
The dormouse served the tea.
The monkey presented the banana
and the King clapped his hands with glee.
The Queen was on the balcony
she really was distraught.
Below the band was playing.
The parade about to start.
Suddenly the King appeared
banana held up high.
He plonked it on the Queen’s hat
as the parade was passing by.
Hurrah, the subjects shouted.
Hurrah for our stylish Queen.
She waved and smiled from the balcony
a spectacle to be seen.
Copyright Margaret Potter
By Len Morgan
Weilla harboured bad feelings from the moment she watched Galyx head towards the Palace. But, he was obviously in control of the situation, because the guards were following him, not leading him. He could of course have slipped away from them at any time and they could never have caught him, but that was not his plan… She came to a decision.“How many Tylywoch are there in the city?” she asked.
“Three Quads, not including ourselves,” Galt replied. He was interrupted by a knock at the door [3 fast, 2 slow, Pause, 1 slow, 2fast,]; they dowsed the lights and waited the required 30 seconds...
.-…-.
Galyx was escorted into the small guard room by Captain Vadeem and, four members of his patrol.
“So Vadeem, perhaps now you can tell me what is happening
here?” he said hopefully, but received no reply. There were small holding cells beyond the
guardroom, he was searched thoroughly and the contents of his pockets were
confiscated. One cell door was opened,
he was bundled in and the door locked behind him.
“Come on now Vadeem, talk this through with me…” The lights were extinguished and the outer door slammed shut with finality. After a few minutes, he realised they were not returning and he was alone. He felt irritated by his inability to provoke Vadeem. “Curse you Vadeem!” he yelled and kicked the door, but he didn’t feel any better. Vadeem was annoyingly incorruptible, which was why Galyx had chosen him in the first place, but he’d been unable to learn anything of value despite stage managing his own arrest and spending long hours of inactivity in this cell.
Vadeem knew Galyx of old, they were rivals and opposites but there was respect on both sides. At least Galyx had the presence of mind to use his old papers, identifying him as a captain in the imperial guard. He explored the cell cursorily; using a strip of wire from his belt he satisfied himself that he could pick the lock. Then rested for a number of hours.
He flipped. Reduced his metabolic
rate to subsistence level, and became one with the dark. Laying against the
wall out of the direct line of sight, so he could see but not be seen and ensuring his night vision would not be
compromised. Using his heightened
senses as long range warning devices he was able to monitor any movement outside
the guard room.
His mind measured time like a metronome, he knew they had
left him alone without food water, or any form of stimulation for more than
six hours. His training sustained
him. He knew that after such treatment,
the normal untrained mind would be begging for activity and would soak up any offered
form of stimulation, like a sponge.
This knowledge would be used to manipulate a captive, but he knew
something about his adversary and would use it to his advantage.
He smiled, as footfalls halted at the outer door, and after a few moments, a key turned in the lock. Galyx screwed up his eyes so that light would not impinge on his retina, whilst flattening himself against the wall his feet fitted into rings he’d discovered six feet above the ground, that were intended to hold chains. Three men entered, there was a momentary pause then he heard the familiar voice of the Surbatt sergeant.
“Is this your idea of a joke? The door is unlocked.” He gave it a shove with his boot, “He’s not here! Where have you taken him? He’s needed for interrogation by chancellor Wilden…”
“Huh, the Blutt émigré? What authority has he got to interrogate a Cheilin citizen!” Vadeem demanded.
“By order of Emperor Taleen. The Emperor decides these things, and his decisions are beyond the questioning of mere mortals like us. I want him and I want him NOW!”
“Can you see him in the cell? This is where we left him to cool his heels,
you and me both! If you can’t see him
he isn’t here and therefore you cannot have him. I’ve a good mind to incarcerate you for
twenty-four hours, to teach you proper respect for my rank. If you ever demand anything of me again, I
will cut you down where you stand and no man will hold me to account.”
“Very well Captain, I apologise for my unwarranted disrespect,
my orders are direct from the Emperor himself.
You have until morning to produce him, then I… The Emperor will declare
you an enemy of the state and you will be dealt with accordingly.” He turned stiffly on his heels and slammed
the outer door testily.
“He’s a worm captain, but he’s right. Galyx means trouble for us both, we could
hand him over and honour would be served…” sergeant Lakei counselled.
“Honour? Handing over a brother officer, a valued drinking and sparring partner, to those murderous vermin. You do know they have likely killed the Empress we are sworn to protect and serve?”
“But the Tylywoch…”
“TYLYWOCH SHIT!!!” he ranted. “The man talked as though Taleen had already been elected Emperor, and I let it pass without comment? Lakei, we’ve been through a lot of hard times together, what possible reason would the Tylywoch have for such an action? What would they gain from it!” He shook his head in exasperation. “They more than any have a vested interest in preserving continuity, by ensuring the well being of the Empress. Their very existence is at stake…”
“You really think it's a conspiracy?”
“Quite so Lakei…” the tirade was cut short by a slow hand clapping from within the cell.
“You can come out now Galyx, we have bread sausage cheese, and wine. Let us eat like civilised
men, and I will tell you what I’ve learned since last we met.”
Sweeping the detritus of previous meals from the table Vadeem replaced it with a red table cloth, untying it he revealed the makings of a promising breakfast, to which sergeant Lakei added two bottles of fine red wine that he’d been keeping at the correct temperature in his blouse front. With a flourish he produced three beakers from the overlarge patch pockets of his coat.
“Lock the door please Lakei.” said Vadeem sitting at the table. The three men ate heartily in silence washing down the food with wine. Lakei poked the final sliver of sausage into his mouth, drained the dregs of the last bottle, and tossed it over his shoulder with utter disregard, into the growing heap on the floor.
Galyx smiled, “Glad I’m not the housekeeper,” they laughed.
“I’ve learned from our brother officers who are not of the 9th clan, that they are disturbed and unsure how to proceed… These Barracks are only ever used for over-spill, usually during festivals,” Vadeem explained “so you shouldn’t be troubled by too many visiting guards. I’ll meet with our fellow officers tomorrow and pass on the message that the divine light still shines.”
“Best not let it go beyond us just yet, if the Surbatt get wind of it they will redouble their efforts before help can arrive from outside,” Galyx explained.
“Of course your right, each clan is represented by an honour contingency, whilst the 9th has an army outside the gates.”
“Be sure to tell only those you trust implicitly, and only
if it’s absolutely necessary. They
should know, tell them to await our call before taking action."
They continued the discussion for about an hour, then without imparting any new knowledge Vadeem and Lakei returned to their own quarters leaving the door unlocked. They also left Galyx an ample supply of food and water, in case their return was delayed. They shook hands, not knowing if they would meet again, then he was alone.
He left the cell to
search the guard room. He found clothing in various chests, he chose something
in his size then ate well before reconnoitring. Outside he found a corridor with identical cells
in either direction. Some were locked,
some open, but all were empty.
Returning to the cell he’d chosen as his base, he explored in the
opposite direction with similar results.
He called softly at locked doors, getting no reply.
Then he heard a troop of soldiers approaching, he decided to make himself scarce, ducking into a convenient unlocked cell.
(to be Continued)
Copyright
Len Morgan
A Rengay
By Robert Kingston
This piece is a collaboration between myself and an American poet based in Kentucky.
AUNT MABEL’S EASTER SURPRISE
Richard Banks
My aunt being a widow was easier to understand. She had been married briefly to a man named Bert who was killed in WW1 forty-one years to the day before I was born. My birthdays were therefore a reminder to her of a tragedy from which she never really recovered. It is said that at my christening she shed enough tears to fill the font.
She was, of course, my Great Aunt who
was usually invited to family gatherings that also included her brother, my
paternal grandfather, but after he died her visits became less frequent due,
partly, to her moving into residential care. Although she was still reasonably
mobile and clear in her thoughts and conversation my father’s acquisition of
his first car, a Hillman Minx, made it more convenient for us to visit her
rather than the other way around. This we did with great regularity, four times
a year, our visits seldom lasting more than an hour although to me, deprived of
my playthings, they seemed a good deal longer. Nevertheless my presence did on
occasions provide her with a certain melancholy pleasure for she had begun to
perceive in my appearance a resemblance to her late husband. Indeed I so raised
her spirits that her usual expression of sad resignation sometimes gave way to
a smile that also brought an unexpected gleam to her dark brown eyes.
It was in the early Spring of 1968 that
my father declared that our first visit of the year to Aunt Mabel was to take
place on Easter Sunday but that it was not to include me. I was still
recovering from the measles and although no longer infectious was not, due to
my remaining spots, allowed out beyond our back garden. I was, therefore, left
in the care of my fourteen year old sister who, once my parents were gone,
disappeared into her bedroom to play records. This was fine by me and I set-out
my soldiers on the living room floor confident that the ensuing battle would
not be disrupted by the intrusion of unwanted feet.
I was nearing the conclusion of the
Battle of Little Big Horn when I became aware of an interested spectator in the
form of Aunt Mabel. As she had not rung the front door bell she must, I
thought, have gained entry to the house through the side door which in those
days was closed but never locked until evening. She regarded me with a smile
that by the standard of her past sad glimmerings was almost radiant.
“Have the soldiers won?” she asked.
I explained that this was Custer’s last
stand and that he and the seventh cavalry were soon to be wiped out by the
Her eyes twinkled with amusement.
“Then, Harry, it’s just as well I came when I did. I tell you what, let them
have a truce for awhile, I have something to tell you. Come on now, sit down
next to me on the settee. It won’t take long and as it involves the giving of a
present I’m sure you’ll find it time well spent. And if Mr Custer has his wits
about him he might very well slip away unnoticed.”
I was about to explain that the battle
actually happened and that there was nothing I could do to save Custer and his
men when I noticed that she was reaching into her handbag presumably for the
gift she had mentioned. A moment later the battle was all but forgotten by the
sight of a yellow tin bearing the words, ‘Colman’s Mustard’. My face must have
registered both surprise and puzzlement although as I was behind it only Aunt
Mabel would have known this for sure.
Don’t worry,” she whispered, “there may
be something different inside. Shall we see?”
I nodded vigorously and through
unblinking eyes watched as she lifted the lid to reveal some crepe paper
within.
“Oh dear,” exclaimed Aunt Mabel, “I
hope there’s more than paper in there.”
For the first time, I realised I was
being teased and that Aunt Mabel had a sense of humour that was as mischievous
as it was unexpected.
“Go on reach inside, see what you can
find, but be gentle it’s very precious.”
I inserted the fingers of both hands
and almost immediately felt the smooth, cool object within. I raised it up and
having discarded the paper still clinging to it saw an enamel egg. I
should have been disappointed - after
all what use was an enamel egg to a boy who spent most of his spare time
playing soldiers or football - but I wasn’t, far from it, and Aunt Mabel
observed my reaction with evident satisfaction. She had judged me well. I had a
soul that, despite my childhood obsessions, could be touched by the alluring appeal
of fine art, and that egg was, without doubt, the most beautiful object I had
ever seen.
“Let me tell you about it,” she said.
“Have you heard of Peter Carl Faberge?”
I shook my head.
“Well, he was a very gifted craftsman,
a jeweller and goldsmith, who made all sorts of lovely things for the Czar of
Russia and other royal people. In addition to everything else he did for the
Czar, each Easter he would make him an egg, like this one, which he decorated
with gold, silver and precious stones. They are wonderful works of art that if
sold today would cost the buyer many, many thousands of pounds. Yes, you may
well open your mouth in disbelief. However, I mustn’t raise your hopes too
high, this is not a Faberge, but it’s the next best thing. This was made by one
of his pupils, who in 1912 set up his own studio in
“Is that the Uncle Bert who was killed
in the war?”
“Yes dear, he was my husband, although
not for very long. We married in 1916 just before he left this country to fight
the Germans on the western front. We should have waited until the end of the
war which was only two years later but we weren’t to know that at the time. We
were young and in love and in far too much of a hurry to wait. We honeymooned
in
“And that’s when he gave you this egg,”
I said, anticipating her next line. “It must have cost him an awful lot of
money.”
“Well, not quite, but it did cost him
his tobacco allowance for two weeks and for someone who loved his pipe as much
as he did that was a high price to pay. You’re looking puzzled, dear boy. Let
me explain. Your great uncle was allowed a quantity of tobacco each day which
he gave to another soldier in exchange
for the egg. How the soldier came to be in possession of it is a mystery we
will probably never have the answer to, but in war, many things are lost and
found, or more likely looted from damaged houses.”
“The thought that I might be in
possession of stolen property, at last, became too much for me and, several years
after the ending of the war, I took the egg to the
“I should have been happy, sold it at
auction and used the money to buy myself an annuity that would have provided me
with an income for life, but I didn’t. A pity, especially as Bert would no
doubt have wanted me to do so. Instead, I kept it on my dressing room table as
if it was a religious relic. You see, I couldn’t bear to be parted from it.
Indeed in my depressed state of mind, it would have seemed like a betrayal of
Bert if I had. It was, of course, a huge mistake. Miserable as I was I should
have come out of mourning after a year and made the most of my life, but I
never did. Life became a terrible burden, and only now it is over am I able to
feel the way I once did. Your parents think I’m a dreadful old hindrance; they
have done their duty by me but derived little pleasure from my company. I
hope, Harry, you will think better of me. At least you now have the egg, so
take good care of it. And if anyone tells you it’s not yours tell them that’s
it’s written in my will. Any questions? No? Then I had better be getting along.
I could be leaving by the side door but if you close your eyes and don’t peep I
can be on my way a little more quickly. I have an important engagement in two
minutes time and I don’t want to be late, not after fifty-one years.”
“You mean you’re off to see Uncle
Bert?”
“I think so, dear, I certainly hope so.
Shut your eyes and wish me luck.”
I did. On opening them again I realised
I had not thanked her for her gift, but by then she was gone.
An hour later my parents returned from
the care home with the news that Aunt Mabel was, in my mother’s words, ‘passed
over’. By then I had finished the
I said nothing about Aunt Mabel doing some of her ‘passing’ by way of our house - they would never have believed me. As for the egg I kept quiet about that too until the reading of her will when I said that she had already given it to me during one of our visits to the care home. As the will said nothing about its likely value and I was equally reticent on that subject my parents assumed that it was an inexpensive bauble which, after a brief inspection by themselves, was soon forgotten.
Twenty years later I sold the egg to the V&A for a good deal less than it was worth and invested most of the cash I received in a new Hillman for my father and a house for myself and the girl I was about to marry. If I had any regrets about the sale they were few in number because by then I was an Assistant Curator at the Museum and therefore able to see the egg on any day of the week that I wanted. More importantly it could also be seen by the many thousands of visitors that every year passed through our doors. It was, I thought, both the right and sensible thing to do, and as I have yet to be struck by lightning I can only assume that Aunt Mabel thinks so too.
Copyright Richard Banks
by Len Morgan
When Jax returned to Hartwell, he entered the forge and quietly watched as Terrek put the final touches to a fine ivory-handled stiletto blade.
Terrek broke the silence, “I read your notes while you were gone, didn’t have much else to do, business was slack and there was nothing pending...”
“So stop crabbing around, get to the point! You didn’t like them?”
“On the contrary, your ideas for mechanisation show insight and imagination. The work was harder without you so I built a few of your devices. Your use of gears,” he turned to a large mechanical hammer, raised by foot power, and the new double sided ladle running on tracks and able to be poured with one hand, “It pours smoothly without any splashes or spills producing very few bubbles or imperfections. They are a triumph; I built them but could never have done so without your drawings.” He smiled in welcome. Jax returned his smile, he was tired but glad to be back home. “Your time at Ordens Forge was well spent?”
“Yes.” Said Jax quietly.
“Then why did he not complete your initiation?”
“On balance, he said the things you have taught me outweigh the knowledge he was able to impart, so the honour should be yours.” He smiled again.
“The pompous old ass!” said Terrek with a grin. 'The boy has aged more than six weeks' he thought, his eyes have seen things that humans ought never to see. He gazed up into the night sky, throwing his mind out into the void they both now knew existed out there. This time, he didn’t feel so lonely. This time he was conscious of a shared secret that would bring them closer together even when apart. No matter how far Jax chose to roam, and roam he would, he had no choice! “Come on in…” he stumbled over the inappropriateness of ‘boy’, “Jax, welcome home – partner.” They hugged each other warmly. A voice in Terrek’s mind said, ‘It’s good to be home and to find you well. But, why did you not warn me?’
“It’s a family taboo! If I had warned you Orden would have known, he would have been angry beyond words! You wouldn’t want to experience the wrath of a Jellonan, even at this distance. I understand you took the oath?” Jax nodded. “It’s not the kind you should break lightly!” he said with conviction.
“But, I was never really given a choice…” Jax began.
“You made your choice when you signed articles of apprenticeship! Read the small print. Remember, you can now commune with like-minded artisans throughout the universe. You have access to hundreds of thousands of minds if the need should arise, if you have a question, they will provide a solution. You took the oath!” he put his arm around Jax in the way of a comrade. “I have been alone too long, we are so far beyond normal smiths, more so than a fresh apprentice is from a Grande Master Craftsman, with a lifetime of achievement to his name.” He looked up to the sky and waved his arm in comic presentation, “they are all out there on other worlds, with different chemistries, some so far above us that they are like gods, but they are not!”
“Orden?”
“He is a conduit, he is the one who binds our minds together he enables us to join with them. If you wish, you could spend the rest of your life communing with them, exchanging views and ideas.”
“But I hear and I see nothing…”
“Because you have not yet been finished. Orden gave you something for me?”
“He did” said Jax and he drew the golden stiletto spike from its sheath. Terrek took it from him and stabbed it deep into Jax’s heart. Jax stared back in disbelief, at the only man he would trust to act in his best interest and down at the hilt of the blade now protruding from his chest. He looked into the smiling face of Terrek, his vision blurred as he felt the icy cold fingers of death taking a hold on him. "Why?" he asked with a hurt and betrayed look in his eyes…
(To be continued)
Copyright Len Morgan