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Saturday, 18 July 2020

A Fishy Story


A Fishy Story

By Peter Woodgate

Maria was inebriated, but she had every reason to be.
She was sitting in the church listening to the service of her estranged husband’s funeral. It had been a peculiar death, Paulo had been found, in his flat, with a knife sticking out between his shoulder blades.
    The police had come to the surprising conclusion that it was self-inflicted and, in all honesty, you could argue it was. After all, Paulo had been a bastard to everyone and, in particular, Maria. Many a day she had to put on extra make-up  to hide the beatings she took. Yes, Paulo had made so many enemies that everyone said it was inevitable that he would end up dead.
    Paulo’s Mafia family had arranged the funeral but Maria felt she ought to attend to “see him off” and as she sat there she thought back to the day they got married. It was in this very church and Maria half-smiled as she remembered when she laughed, inappropriately, when all Paulo’s brothers scowled at the congregation  when the vicar uttered the words “or forever hold your peace."
Maria was, after all, a simple Leeds girl born of Italian parents and was completely unaware of Paulo’s historical connection with the Sicilian underworld.
    She had fallen for Paulo, simply, because he was so good looking. Tall, dark and handsome with a seductive Italian accent. However, he had a “dark side” too which Maria became aware of after the marriage.
    So, here she was, sitting in the church, listening to all the hypocritical comments about how wonderful her nasty, vindictive, cruel, uncaring husband was. On top of that, she now had to endure the congregation singing his favourite song “Walking on Sunshine,” right now Maria wished he was walking on hot coals.
    Finally, the service was over, the incense sprinkled over everything and everyone, the bag circulated and the coffin escorted to the burial site.
Maria did not follow the burial party, she had been drinking heavily prior to the service and now felt extremely hungry.
    She stopped off at the local supermarket to purchase some cigarettes then made her way to the fish shop.
    For the first time in two years, Maria felt free. They had split up some six months previously, however, Paulo had still made life Hell for her.
Maria was in no hurry and decided to use the restaurant rather than the takeaway and ordered a large conger eel and chips. She was thinking about the horrors of the last two years as her meal was served, smelling and looking delicious.
    She immediately thrust her knife deep into the batter exposing the beautiful white flesh of the fish and as the blade struck the large central bone a feeling of
“Deja Vous” swept over her. 

Copyright Peter Woodgate

Friday, 17 July 2020

Pay Heed


Pay Heed


By Dawn Van Win

Butterfly wings
Beat inside
A bell jar 

Longing for release
This muse

Listen,
Be ready

She will be off
Before you know it 

Copyright Dawn Van Win


The Darker Half ~ Chapter 8


        

The Darker Half ~ Chapter 8

By Janet Baldey
CHAPTER EIGHT
ANNA
It had started to snow as she walked home from school, fat soft flakes drifting down from out of a polka dotted sky. It was still snowing now, she could see blobs of white sliding down the bare windows of the workshop. She shivered, it was getting colder, there would be icicles hanging from the eaves by morning. As if he’d read her mind, her father put down his book, opened the doors of the wood burning stove and fed its hungry red mouth with another log.
“That better?” He glanced at her, his eyebrows raised.
She nodded, listening to the fire spit as it devoured its meal then she went back to her homework, trying to concentrate. It was maths and she hated maths. She gazed at the page for so long, the figures started to blur but she just couldn’t understand it. Her Dad was good at sums, perhaps he could help.
“Dad,” she began, then stopped as she heard something. Her head cocked, she listened. A few seconds later, it came again, a soft scrabbling sound.
“Have we got mice?”
Her father removed his pipe and grinned. “Wouldn’t be surprised, but don’t tell your Mum. She’d have a blue fit.”
Then there was a different sound, a soft tap at the door and this time they both heard it. Her father looked thoughtful.
“But mice don’t usually knock to come in…”  
He got up and walked towards the door. Anna heard a sharp intake of breath as he pulled it open, then he disappeared. Oy”, she heard him call. When he returned, he was holding a cardboard box, one that rocked from side to side as he carried it to the table.  “What have we got here then?”  Opening the lid, he peered inside. “Oh-oh, looks like someone’s given us an early Christmas present.”
“What is it Dad?”
“This”…her father reached inside and turned round to show her.
A kitten! Anna stared, blinked, glanced at her father and stared again.  She just couldn’t believe it. It was so sweet!
A tiny scrap of silver-grey fur, it lay dwarfed by her father’s hand. He looked closer. “Poor little mite. Still got its eyes closed. Should never have been taken away from its mother. Doubt if it will survive, love.”
Anna’s sight blurred. She reached out with a finger and gently stroked the kitten’s fur. It felt as light and silky as dandelion fluff and underneath, she could feel its fragile body vibrating like a tiny motor. It was as if she could feel every one of its delicate bones and suddenly it shivered.  She looked up at her father.
“I think it’s cold, Dad.”
“I’m not surprised. Run inside and get me a couple of towels, some milk and a small saucepan.  Be quick now and don’t disturb your mother. Okay?”
Anna didn’t need to be told twice. As she slipped into the kitchen she could hear the opening jingle of “Some mothers do ‘ave ‘em” coming from the living room and she breathed a sigh of relief. Taking a quick peek through the open door, she saw her mother and Alec curled up together on the settee; it was one of their favourite programmes and she knew they wouldn’t stir for at least half an hour. Grabbing what she needed, she rushed back to her father.
Lining the box with a warmed towel, her father placed it and the kitten underneath the stove.
“Right, that should keep it warm.  I wonder if it’s hungry.”
He poured a little milk in the saucepan and set it on top of the stove until it was tepid.  Testing it with his finger he grunted with satisfaction.
“That should do it.  Now…….”
Gently, he pulled the box out from under the stove, dipped his finger into the milk and held it in front of the kitten. Anna held her breath and watched.  She saw its tiny nose quiver and immediately afterwards a flash of pink tongue darted out of its mouth and licked at the milk. Her father repeated the process until the kitten was sucking at his finger greedily. At last, it closed its eyes and yawned and Anna caught a glimpse of tiny pointed teeth. Curling itself into a tight ball, it went to sleep.
“Well, that went better than I thought. Maybe it will make it after all. Just a minute love.” 
Her father replaced the box under the stove, straightened and went out of the door.   When he came back, his face was grim. 
“There are some footprints in the snow outside but I can’t tell where they go.   Not that it makes any difference. That poor little scrap was surplus to requirements anyway.”  He shrugged. “Oh well, at least someone cared enough to let us know it was there.”
“Is it ours now then Dad?”
Her father sighed and looked at her.  “Anna, you know how your mother is about animals. She’s allergic to them sweetheart, remember?”
That’s what her mother said, but Anna thought it was really just because she didn’t like them. “Can’t be bothered with them…a tie”, she’d said. Anna had badly wanted a puppy once but her mother had refused totally, even though Alec had also been keen and he usually got his way with Mum.  Looking back on it Anna thought it had been a good thing.  Alec would have teased the puppy to death and she couldn’t always have been there to protect it.
But this time, she pleaded. “Just for a little while, Dad. Just until it gets stronger.”   Then, she had a brainwave. “Anyway, Mum never comes in here. If we’re careful, she need never know.”
“Don’t think that’s possible, love.”
But Anna knew how to get around her father and at last he agreed, partly because she suspected his heart had been touched by the tiny creature licking his finger so trustingly. He’d always been a big softy when it came to animals, if it wasn’t for Mum she thought, they’d have a house full of strays.
“It’ll need a lot of looking after, you realise. For the first few weeks, it’ll need feeding every few hours, night and day. I can do most of it but you’ll have to do your share”.
“Ok, Dad. I will don’t worry.” She jumped up and down with excitement, she’d got a pet at last and she also realised it was here to stay. Although Dad liked a quiet life and left the running of the household mostly to Mum, he could be stubborn when he wanted. He’d stand up to Mum if she demanded they get rid of it, she was quite certain of that.
But when, many years later, she was forced to remember what happened, she realised that neither she nor her father, had given any thought to Alec.
***
Anna rubs her arms and searches for her dressing gown, but when she slips it on she feels no warmer. A chill has frozen more than her body, it has seeped into her marrow and she can’t imagine ever being happy again.  She draws back a crack of the curtain and peers outside.  It’s still dark and there’s no-one about but sleep has vanished she has dreamed that dream again and it would take a lot to make her close her eyes.
She goes down to the kitchen, perhaps a cup of tea will help.  She sits sipping it staring at the same window through which she’d seen his face. Alec, her beloved brother.  All through her life people have told her how lucky she is to have a twin.  At school it had been – “You’re lucky, you’ve always got someone to play with.” This last remark mostly came from “only” children who didn’t understand how difficult it was trying to play with Alec.  Ever since she can remember he’d wanted whatever she had, the same colour crayon, the same book, the same toy, whining and grizzling until Anna was forced to give way.  He’d also cheated unmercifully at board games, flying into uncontrollable rages if she didn’t let him win. But what really hurt was how people always assumed that being a twin meant that you had some sort of special bond.  An empathy that was virtually mystic. That had never been the case, in fact quite the reverse.  At some level, she’d always understood that he hated her and eventually she grew to understand why.  But, what she hadn’t realised until relatively recently, was how profound that hate was and to what lengths he would go to pay her back. She shudders and pushes the memory away. Not yet. Baby steps, she thinks, baby steps. That’s what her therapist tells her.  
“Treat your past life like an onion but peel the layers away in reverse order, from the inside out. Then examine each layer, minutely. Take your time, mull it over and try to come to some sort of understanding, that way that particular part of your history will lose its power to hurt you.” 
At the time, she’d thought the advice ludicrous and had no intention of rooting around in her personal version of Pandora’s box. Okay, stuff had happened. Bad stuff.  But that was in the past, safely padlocked away at the back of her mind. And anyway, since she’d had Romeo, everything had changed. With his help, she’d survived the trial and its aftermath and at last was feeling free to re-build her life. But with shocking suddenness, that pipe dream had been shattered. Who had said “It’s not strangers you have to fear but those to whom you give your trust?”   She gives a little push with her mind; that’s a layer of the onion she hasn’t got to yet.
Sometimes it seems to Anna that her whole life is a series of disasters. One catastrophe after another bridged by brief periods of happiness. Now, once again, she is on the brink and feels a brief ripple of rage – she’d thought all that was behind her. She shivers as she thinks of her recurring nightmare. Was it meant to tell her something?  Maybe her shrink was right and the only way to secure the future is to confront the past?
She sits at the kitchen table sipping her rapidly cooling tea and watching as the morning sky pales by increments. Slowly, she reaches inside her mind and with a delicate precision, worthy of any surgeon, begins to probe the outer layers of her memory reaching inside towards its green and tender root.
Copyright Janet Baldey


Thursday, 16 July 2020

The Storm


The Storm

By Len Morgan

Ominous rumbling then daggers of light
Whip through the darkness, in the dead of night

The dog lies cowering, he’s panting in dread
Seeking my protection, under the bed

A hissing patter, at the windowpane
Hits a crescendo, overflows the drain

Then night becomes day, so fleeting and bright
followed by a crash, oh my what a sight!

Copyright Len Morgan


Flamingo Podnyalsya Ch 10b


Flamingo Podnyalsya Ch 10b

By Phil Miller

Chapter 10b

KC was observing her screens. “You might not want to see this.”
Cody covered her broken nose, trying to stem the blood, the thumb on her right hand was throbbing. Her ears had popped but the ringing was still there. They watched the footage unfolding above them as Tom lead the Elite killing machine to the door to prime the explosives. Cody was shocked. How could he? “Bastard!” she screamed.
The CCTV screens went blank, the dull thud of the blast just audible to them.
KC began punching away feverishly at her keyboards and then turned to Cody and Craig.
“You only have about two minutes then you’ve got to make a break for it. The guns will take care of most of them. The air vent is the only way. Over there,” she shouted, pointing to a small silver panel.
“It goes up to the roof. You’ll have to move, now,” she smiled at Craig as he and Cody eased the panel away. Cody was bearing up the best she could with the pain from her broken thumb, as she forced her way into the square ducting. Craig turned before joining her; he knew it would probably be the end for KC.
“You don’t have to say anything,” sighed the Hackney hacker, as she sat back in her chair and pulled a large packet of Turkish delight from her drawer. Craig blinked back a tear as he bent down to squeeze in behind Cody.
 “Hey! Craig!? What’s it like being a billion-dollar bug?” was the last question that echoed through the shaft.
The machine guns fired 120 rounds a minute. Most of the squad were cut to pieces in the blink of an eye; It didn’t matter; all were expendable.  

Donyevsky sat in his jeep, observing the carnage, before ordering in the second wave. “Get the dead out of there and send in E2. I want Kayse Matrix in one piece.”

Cody and Craig emerged from the air con shaft above the Archway, both supporting each other as they made their way along the gritted flat felt roof. From their vantage point they could see Donyevsky orchestrating his minion.  They made their way along three adjoining buildings, eventually arriving at a small plant room, the door unlocked. They dashed inside and carefully made their way down an old metal spiral staircase, at the bottom of which, was a long narrow passage. Cody was feeling the strain. Craig was aching and his head was thumping. The door at the end of the passageway was locked and they could hear what sounded like machines in operation. Cody booted the door open and was immediately confronted by around fifty Asian machinists who all stopped work almost simultaneously. No-one moved until a short puffed up woman started to scream at them. Then they all joined in. Cody and Craig ran the gauntlet of abuse till they reached another door, the angry mob following, launching coat-hangers, and the odd chair. A large overweight man stepped out of an office in front of them and grabbed Craig in a bear hug. He was squeezing the life out of him, and Cody was trying to defend herself against the mob of angry women. She quickly picked up a small lighter on one of the tables and made a dash for it, grabbing the odd bit of cloth here and there on the way. The gang had gained ground and were about to grab her when Cody lit the cloth and launched it into a large linen container, which burst into flames almost instantly. There was pandemonium. Craig was almost losing consciousness, but as soon as the fire took hold, he was dropped like a rag doll. The floor caught fire very quickly. Chaos ensued as Craig and Cody leapt down another flight of stairs and out through the front door, followed by panicked, screaming women. Donyevsky turned his head towards the commotion, signalling his men. He ran towards Cody and Craig, his PSS-2 held low. He opened fire, hitting two of the factory workers. Cody and Craig ran for their live’s but they were not in a good state. Peter Donyevsky and two of his men were closing in fast. Cody spotted a biker dismounting from his BMW 650. She tugged at Craig to follow her as she made a dash for the urban street bike, still ticking over. The rider lifted his helmet off and as he lowered it, Cody caught him with a reverse turning kick to the solar plexus, then axe kick to the back of the neck. He was out like a light. Cody grabbed the helmet and mounted the bike.
“Get on.”
“Your joking, you can’t ride.”
“Yes, I can.”
“Fucking hell!” he shouted as he hopped on behind her. She revved it a few times then shot away like shit off a shovel,  just as Donyevsky and his men emerged through the smoke and chaos they had left behind.
“Get onto E force. All units, they will not get far. We need them alive. I will re-phrase that; we need him alive and well. Kill her if need be,” he waved his men away and took out a cigarette, calmly lighting it as he watched the building burning before his eyes while sirens sounded in the distance.

Copyright Phil Miller

Wednesday, 15 July 2020

Flamingo Podnyalsya Ch 10a


Flamingo Podnyalsya Ch 10a

By Phil Miller

Chapter 10a

S.W.A.R.M was in conference. Admiral Stark shuffled his notes before the assembled heads of the mighty allied military machine. Major Singha sat, poker-faced, awaiting any news from Donyevsky. The Admiral stood to deliver his final address.

“Gentlemen, as you know, we have a networking issue, at the moment, which could potentially jeopardize our operation and so, should the need arise, I will have no compunction in initiating HADES. We are now in phase two. Her Majesty has been informed of our progress and is now making her way, along with her entourage and family, to the launch site via Bletchley. The U.S. President has initiated DEFCON 1 with command at Asia Pacific on red alert and in battle mode. S.S.A.D’s (satellite search and destroy) are in line. Now! We know the Russians have Arkhangel M-2 but that is not an issue; MOBY has her and is ready to drop her to the bottom of the shelf. Trojan 1 has been activated and is on standby in Beijing. The recent Sino/Iran arms agreement coupled with satellite imagery shows previously undetected Iranian nuclear missile launch sites. Trojan 2 is now established at Parchin.  Major Singha, Sir! I understand Flamingo will be ready by end of play,” he looked down and shuffled his papers again before sitting down.

The Major stood, loosening his tie, then cleared his throat. He looked around and was puzzled when he realized that Cody and Tom were not in the room. He turned his head slightly towards Moreau, “Where are Cody and Tom?” Moreau shrugged, “I’ll go and check.” The Major nodded, “I need them and our Flamingo here, now.” Moreau left the room and contacted security. “Can you do a trace on Cody and Tom. Seems they have gone AWOL. Highly unusual for them to drop off.“   
Major Singha took a sip of water and began his update.  “As mentioned by Admiral Stark, Flamingo will be despatched within the coming hours. UF45-D’s from 201 squadron are aboard HMS Regina Ignis, awaiting the arrival of Flamingo. Okhrana is set. Time to prepare Gentlemen. This is the last meeting before Strike 1.”

Moreau had stopped off at the Major’s office to collect his reading glasses and was just about to help himself to some more of the Major’s favourite tipple when he received a call. He froze, open mouthed, and cursed as the light amber whiskey spilt onto the floor. “My God! No, I don’t believe it. How the fucking hell did he get out!” he shouted down the phone, quite out of character, “get your arses into gear. I want them found now, right now, you hear me?  Get Donyevsky online.” He hobbled as fast as he could to security and was confronted by two armed soldiers and a Sergeant.
“Sir!”
“Don’t, Sir! me. What the hell happened?”
“They managed to by-pass security as bio is down.”
“Really! You mean to tell me they managed to get past three layers of physical security and armed guards! How could they use the lifts? The systems are paralysed,” he started to pace up and down, biting hard on a knuckle of his closed right fist.
The sergeant muttered something under his breath, “magna-rail, Sir.” Moreau thought he heard wrongly. “Excuse me? I thought you said magna-rail, soldier,” he placed his hands on his hips, taking
in a deep breath. His body was taking a long while to heal from the beating he had taken at the hands of Mika and Kaspersky, “That is correct, Sir! magna-rail operates under a completely isolated system.

 It automatically switches to an old UPS which was used during the very early stages of Command Centre build, Sir! it is the only thing operational down here right now”
Moreau’s complexion went from healthy and tanned, with flushed cheeks, to ashen grey. He clutched at his chest and dropped to his knees, rolling to his side. He never thought that his life would end staring at the black jackboot of a military man. He prayed to God; the first time ever.

Cody, Tom and Craig jumped off the magna-rail shuttle as it slowed to a gentle stop beneath the old sidings of the once half-timbered, gothic looking, Fenny Stratford railway station, a short distance from Bletchley. They made their way up to the disused railway station platform via the emergency staircase. Tom took the lead. Cody and Craig followed. They didn’t have long; only a matter of time before they were hunted down by the Elite forces that would shortly be in pursuit.
“Where are we going Tom?” asked Cody.  Craig was puffing and panting heavily, slowly falling behind, and within the space of 300 yards, pulled up abruptly, clutching his calf muscles and holding his head; the intense pain that had been bugging him ever since he first discovered the dead body of Ruberov, was back. “Wait!” he shouted. Cody and Tom stopped in their tracks, turned and ran back to him.
“What’s up?” asked Tom.
“I don’t feel too good,” he held onto Cody, his vision blurring.
“We need to get hold of a car, some wheels, anything,” said Cody, an urgency in her voice.
Tom looked Craig up and down with a degree of disdain, “Watling street is just along here. We need to get out of here, double bloody quick before they track us.”
There was an awkward silence before Cody shook her head looking at the floor, “We need somewhere safe. They’ll find us,” she said, softly. “What’s the point of running then?” exclaimed Tom. “You know why,” said Cody.
“Ok! We run and hide, but they'll come. Eventually, they'll come for him. I’m not talking a few days, more like hours, if we're lucky.”
“We have a good head start. We can just meld into the mainstream. They’ll never find us,” Craig stood upright.
 “We have no cash, no weapons. We cannot go to friends or family,” said Cody, an edge of  frustration creeping in.
Craig looked at Tom, “you were family, Tom.”
“Forget that. You have no idea do you?”
“What do you mean?”
Tom was just about to reply when Cody stepped between them, “Look, all this is doing is delaying us. We need to move”
“Nowhere is safe,” barked Tom.
“I know someone who can help,” said Craig, wincing at the pain in his head, “We need a car, let’s go.”
They kept to a slow pace, so Craig could keep up, finally arriving at Watling Street car park, where they split up to try and find an unlocked vehicle. Just as it looked like they were running out of luck, Cody tried the driver’s side of a rather well kept, 1993 Ford Mondeo; bingo! They were in.
Cody and Craig sat in the back and watched as Tom popped the casing under the steering column and attempted to hotwire the car.
“Where did he learn to do that?” asked Cody,
“Mis-spent youth,” said Craig.
Tom jolted back as he took a small shock, “Shit! That hurt.  Come on! come on!”
The old saloon spluttered as it grumbled into life; They were away.
“Soon as this car is registered, you know it’s just a matter of time before ANPR grabs us,” said Craig, as he searched for his seat belt dock.
Tom looked in the rear-view mirror, the car park’s cameras panning round to them as they exited onto the high street.  “Should be there in about ninety minutes, if we’re lucky. Archway you said, right?”
“Yeah! KC should still be there, hopefully.”
Cody put her hand on Craig’s knee. It startled him slightly and he checked to see if Tom was looking, which he wasn’t. She looked at him in an almost pitiful way before laying her head against his shoulder. Craig tensed up for a second and then shot a glance at Tom who was staring straight at him. For a moment, Craig felt unnerved. Tom had a look in his eye. One that he’d never seen before; hate or anger or both, he couldn’t tell.

They headed straight down the M1 to M25 turnoff.  Tom was concentrating on the road; things had changed since the last time he'd entered London from the North. They all sighed with relief when they finally reached Forest Road, Hackney. They parked at the back of the arches near the top of the road and behind a local Rastafarian fast food joint. An old 60’s reggae tune was blaring out and the aroma of spiced food hung in the air. There were quite a few people milling around as it was market day, so Cody, Tom and Craig made their way to the old purple arch that was KC’S lair.
Craig was surprised to see the window had been smashed, remnants of shattered glass still lay on the floor. He looked through the shutters and was shocked to see the state of the place. It looked almost derelict.
“Weird!” said Cody.
“What’s weird?” asked Tom.
“The glass door is still intact. You would think anyone trying to get in there would go through the front door, smash that first, in and out,” she replied, as she sussed the place out.
Craig casually walked up to the entrance, feeling around the frame, “It’s re-inforced, and bulletproof, no one can get in there unless KC wants you in there,” he touched the ballistic glass and it slid open.
He tentatively stepped in, Cody and Tom following closely behind. The cleansing pod was inactive. No sign of life at all. They walked in, the toughened glass door locking behind them. Craig stood staring at the abandoned desks and monitors when a voice came out of nowhere.
“Who do you have with you?”
“It’s Ok! KC, they are with me. They got me out. This is Cody and Tom. Tom’s my bro….was... Cody is his wife. It’s fine, KC,” Craig was looking around wondering where the voice had come from.
There was only silence. No answer from KC. Tom walked over to a monitor and checked it for power.
“Come on KC, we need cover. I need your help again.”
“You can come down, Craig. The other two have to wait there,” the voice was low but stern.
“Ok!”
Cody glanced over at Tom, who kept looking out through the shutters every now and then, when suddenly, a segment of wall moved forward then sideways to reveal a metal staircase.
"Just you." Craig turned to Cody and Tom, “I won’t be long guy’s,” he moved swiftly down the dimly lit staircase till he reached a solid steel door. As he went to touch it, a metal panel dropped either side of him and out popped the nozzles of two machine guns, aimed directly at him. He held his breath as he heard them engage.
“Don’t worry, just a precaution, sensor-activated but fire on command. Come in,” said KC, as she released the entrance to her sanctuary.
“Hello darling. Didn’t think I’d see you again and I can’t believe my little plan with the virus would prove so destructive. You did very well indeed Craig,” KC remarked as she sat, tapping away on her keyboard, checking the screens that offered a discreet view into the old office above.
“It’s only a matter of time before they find me,” said Craig resignedly.
“I know. That is why we need to get you to a place where no-one would dream of looking for you, ever.”

Tom seemed nervous. He was pacing in front of the window, checking the odd passer-by every now and then.
“Just chill for a minute Tom, you are starting to worry me a bit,”
Tom ignored her, then turned and held his hands up, as if surrendering, before he dived to the floor. The next few seconds felt like slow motion to Cody; The initial blast took out the entire brick enclosure surrounding the front entrance to the building, throwing Cody up and over the monitor desk. She smashed her head on the floor face first, breaking her nose in the process as she hit a small broken cabinet on her way down. The room was filled with dust and debris. She couldn’t hear anything, just a very high pitched sound. Her body felt paralysed, she was trying to roll over, but couldn’t. She started to cough as the brick dust and debris flew around her. “Tom! help me, Tom!” she screamed, spitting blood as it dropped down the back of her throat.  Suddenly, she was grabbed under the arms and dragged along the floor to the staircase. Cody looked toward the gaping hole that was the bulletproof doorway and could just about make out the figure that was Tom, his eyes firmly fixed in her direction, as she was pulled into the stairwell. He ran towards her, followed by half a dozen armed Elite Force soldiers, but the reinforced door slammed shut as he reached it. Cody and Craig rolled down the stairs and Cody screamed in agony as the thumb on her right hand snapped back as Craig trapped her against the bottom step. The two machine guns locked on instantly and Cody looked up in horror as she noticed an infrared light on Craig’s head, realising that she must also be a target, and so held Craig’s hand, squeezing it tight and looking at him fearfully. She was just about to speak when the fortress door unlocked and they both clambered in.

Copyright Phil Miller

Baldy Pants


Baldy Pants

By Dawn Van Win

No ones’s going to notice
No one’s going to care
So put your pants on back to front
And shave off all your hair
Wake up each day
Rejoice anew
And go and be
Your you-est you


Amongst the crowds of insta-clones
Who twitter in a huddle
Rise up and dance your happy dance
And give yourself a cuddle
Because it’s hard
This simple thing
In living we discover
By bravely being our true selves
We shine lights for one another


And so when passing on the street
We can never really say
Just who may need a shining light
To help them see the way
Back to themselves
Their one true home
And know that they are not alone

Copyright Dawn Van Win