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Tuesday 29 December 2020

HEAVEN

 

HEAVEN
 

By Peter Woodgate 

When I have gone, gone far away,

a journey to that other land,

embraced by blue skies and green fields

surrounded by fine crystal sand,

a sand that’s filtered out those deeds,

those shameful acts mankind has made,

I shall not fear the searing heat

For I know, there will be shade.

A shade against the acts of sin,

forgiveness in that special place,

misdemeanous carried out

but repercussions I’ll not face.

All will be friends, no enemies,

and I shall never be alone

but most of all there will be peace,

no TV soaps, no mobile phone.

 

Copyright Peter Woodgate  

Abbalar Tales ~ 21

Abbalar Tales ~ 21 Corvalen

By Len Morgan


Skaa was silent on his return to Mandrell.   On arrival, he discovered that the other half of his band had long since returned to Corvalen, with Ahlendore's associates.   He was visibly annoyed that they had acted on their own initiative, instead of waiting for him to return.   He was firmly convinced that Ahlendore's associates would be of little or no value in Corvalen.   Ahlendore had certainly not had any intention of returning when they last met.   Granted, the lad had some affection for Genna, but Eldoriel had been his passion, the one who set his senses aflame.   Mine too, thought Skaa, with a grudging sigh of regret.  That storyteller Wizomi?   There was more to him than could be seen from the outside; he would have to take a much closer look at the man.

.-…-. 

This time, as they entered Corvalen, most of the unrest had passed or gone underground.   On the surface, it was business as usual.   But, when he returned to their old lodging house, the welcome was somewhat muted.  The atmosphere was distinctly frosty, then he saw one of his old associates enter the premises, he looked in two minds about leaving when he sighted Skaa, but he had already made eye contact.

"Balakar!   Come drink with me,” said Skaa in a friendly manner, “tell me, what have I been missing?"

"I- I'm a little busy at the moment…" Balakar began.

"Who is the captain?" said Skaa.

"You are the captain." He answered at once.

"Then sit, drink with me!" Skaa commanded.   Balakar complied without further protest.

He was acting nervously, which put Skaa on his guard, the man was a poor liar at best, but his loyalty had always been beyond question.   But now… he didn't know, he would have to tread warily.

"We got two more," said Balakar conversationally, "one in a farm just outside the city, the other at that 'Platzi place'.   She said there would be others, sticking close to home, keeping to familiar surroundings; we just have to be patient.   Jazime and her associates have located three more.   She has contacts amongst the desert tribes, who are passing her information…"

"Jazim?   Is she the leader now?" Skaa said fuming with rage.

"Well um…" Balakar stammered, "Mayhap you should come back to the house with me," he replied.

Half an hour on, they turned into a familiar street and entered the side courtyard of a house both knew well.

"This is the house of Grym-Baal," said Skaa.

"Yes," said Balakar, smiling as if at some private jest, then he led the way in through the side door.

Skaa had a bad feeling about it, he didn't like the direction things were going, but he followed anyway.

"Welcome home," said Grym in an uncharacteristically friendly manner.   "So clever of you to put your operation into the hands of a smart woman like Jazim."

He looked across the dimly lit room; all his erstwhile followers were arrayed behind Grym-Baal and the woman.  Even Frek, the one he'd always regarded as his own lap dog.

"You too Frek?   You would stab me in the back," he said with mock hurt in his voice.

"You could always rejoin us," Frek suggested.   "Of course you will only be one of the soldiers, and your share would be the same as ours, but, I'm betting your purse will be bigger than ever; more than you earned as our captain for sure."

"Frek?   That doesn't sound like you?”   Frek leered back at him."

"It's the best offer you are likely to get in this city," said Jazime, "all those who returned with you have signed up already, so you’re now on your own anyway.

"I can see that for myself.   I always thought I was a good judge of a man.   I must remember not to trust my own judgement in future."

She smiled in amusement, "Your obviously a formidable warrior and, by all accounts, a considerate lover too.   You are intelligent and your leadership qualities are well known…"

"When I need a character reference I'll ask for it!" he snapped.

"Mayhap we can start making use of your skills again, once you have proven your loyalty…"

"Prove my loyalty?   To whom!   This scurvy band of throat slitters?   I don't think they would ever question my loyalty to them, and before today I would have trusted my life to any one of them.   Loyalty to Grym-Baal?   He had our loyalty until he chose to throw it back in our faces.   Hence forth I will reserve my loyalty for one person alone, myself!"

"You could be loyal to me?" said Jazim.

"Never!   In order to receive loyalty, you must also be prepared to give it!   I hired you to help in tracking down enemies of the state.   You proved your loyalty to me, your employer, by stabbing me in the back."

"Kill him!"   Yelled Grym, his face flushed with anger.

"Quiet," she said calmly, countermanding his outburst, "sit down!," she said, Grym obeyed, without a murmur.

'That isn't right' Skaa thought.   'What manner of woman is she?'

"Crawling like the cur dog you are Grym?   Never thought I'd see you on a leash…"

"Aaaaarrggh!"   Grym flew at him like a madman, knife in hand.   Skaa hit him with a left to the stomach drawing his newly acquired blade with his right hand.   He side stepped Grym’s wildly slashing blade and slit his throat coolly and efficiently ear to ear.   Grym continued to howl, bubbles of air escaped with the arterial blood from his wound.

Skaa then turned his knife, on Jazim, and lunged towards her.   He felt the knife slice into flesh, and looked her straight in the eyes, a grin on his face.   She just grinned right back at him, triumph in her eyes, then his world exploded and everything went black. "Let him cool off a while in the cells, mayhap he will rescind that decision, 'never' is a long lonely journey…"

.-…-. 

Skaa awoke on the floor of a cold dark cell, with a raging thirst, ravenous hunger, and his head throbbed with a dull ache punctuated by sharp sporadic stabbing pains.   He was conscious of dried blood on the side of his face and in his hair.   A puddle had congealed where his head lay.   He rolled over onto his back and closed his eyes, willing his head to stop pulsing, he felt sick and wretched.   When he opened his eyes and gazed up at the ceiling he realised it was not totally dark.   There was a murky gloom, through which he could identify a bench and trestle seat, both firmly fixed to the floor.   There was light entering through a slit under the door, and faintly through a grill beneath the bench.   As he glanced towards the door, he could see shapes highlighted against the light.   On further investigation, he discovered a tray with a metal mug containing water, a plate of cold vegetable stew, and a hunk of rye bread.   As he sat there eating, he could see three other identical trays, each had been pushed further across the floor as the new one was pushed into the cell.   The fourth tray, furthest from the door, did not smell too fresh and the bread was rock hard.   He swapped his now empty tray with this one and picked up the second tray.   He ate its contents and drank the water, swapping it with the next in line.   He ate the bread and drank the water, leaving the stew untouched.    Feeling somewhat better, he wondered how regularly these meals arrived, once a day, or at odd intervals to confuse him.   He didn’t know.   He began a hasty but detailed search of the cell, he had to work fast, not knowing when they might return.   He discovered a pile of sacking and some old empty oil jars.  He arranged three large demijohns,, end to end and covered them with sacking.   Viewing them critically he was reasonably sure it would appear that he was either dead, unconscious, or sleeping.

There was little for him to do, but exercise his body, practising shadow fighting in the dark, and exercise his mind, his turmoil receded and he felt more at peace.   He reached inside himself, seeking spiritual balance, finally exhausted by his efforts he fell into a dreamless sleep.  At some point, he was awakened by somebody tapping on a pipe running through his cell.   The tapping was repeated several times, after short intervals.   It was a regular pattern, his first thought was that he was not alone, and he duplicated the pattern, at which point the tapping stopped.   He repeated it again, but it was not answered.   He sat by the door, on the lock side, with the heaviest of the jugs beside him.   He watched and waited patiently hour after hour, until the light faded altogether, and he finally dozed off again.   He was awakened by the insertion of a fifth tray into the cell.   But, before he could gather his wits and act, the door slammed shut.   He swore under his breath realising he would have to wait a further period for his chance at freedom.

Mayhap this was a disguised blessing.   How long had it been since he last took stock of his life?   Too long!   The highs and lows, plusses and minuses, he would use the time in a quest to replenish his spirit.   

He lay on his back facing the ceiling until it seemed at any moment, gravity would release its hold and he would fall onto the ceiling.  There it was again, a scraping sound.   Reality intruded on his muse.   He heard a muffled thump, and voices, that seemed to come from outside, beyond the grill.   He shook himself and rolled towards the grill, it was light out there, and he was in time to see the torso's of two rather shabbily dressed young people passing by.  A man and woman.  He listened, until he judged they would be out of earshot, then holding on to the bench uprights he used his feet as a ram to batter down the grill.   He moved so quickly from dark to light, that for a moment he was totally blinded.   Cracking his eyes, he could see the crumbling plaster around the frame of the grill.   It had given way rather easier than he had expected.   He raised the grill back into position, scuffing the larger pieces of mortar in either direction up and down the tunnel.

'What sort of place is this?'   He asked himself, he'd never seen its like.   'Where was the light coming from?'   It came from above, that was obvious, but it didn’t look much like normal daylight it had an eerie yellow tinge to it.   He started to walk following the two figures he decided they would know where they were going; they would lead him to the exit.  

(to be continued)

Copyright Len Morgan

 

 


Monday 28 December 2020

The Good Ole days

The Good Ole days

by Rosemary Clarke

When things they cost a whole lot less
And wages seemed much higher
When we weren't in such a bad mess
And there were real coal fires
When everybody smartened up
And love was everywhere
When England won the World Cup
And everybody cared.
When fish and chips were all around
And bells rung from church steeples
I've asked, and this is what I've heard
From many many people
It's not the years we really miss
Not all the numbers there
Or even a certain way of life
It's friends who always care.
When life is really hard for us
We can't get off the ground
The thing we must remember is
Good folk are all around.
So hold our hearts out,
help the poor the needy and the sick
When someone's having trouble
Don't walk away so quick.
Remember all over the world
We are the very same
Friends across all nations
And from all our mums we came.

Copyright Rosemary Clarke

 

FREED SPIRITS

 FREED SPIRITS

Peter Woodgate

It was 9.30pm on Christmas Eve, the weather was icy and snow began to fall covering the platform at Westwood station. Five teenage girls were huddled together in the small waiting room as the snowflakes fell softly, sticking valiantly to the somewhat grimy windows.

    The girls watched as each flake began to melt into tiny rivulets before running like tears down each pane of glass. The computerized announcement system burst into life with the information that the last train to Wadsworth was due to arrive at 9.50pm, it was now 9.35pm.

    Being entirely computerized, and controlled by Wadsworth, the nearest thing to staff was the talking ticket machine which stood like a sentinel outside the waiting room. The platform, at that time, was empty.

    Suddenly, the waiting room door was flung open and a stocky man, wearing a thick overcoat, peered into the room. He looked around, his eyes appearing to pass right through the girls, focusing on the pictures hanging on the wall behind them.

    After a moment he limped over to the bench in the corner and sat down pulling a newspaper from his pocket as he did so. As he started to read the front page became exposed and the girls caught site of the headline which read:

   

ON THE ANNIVERSARY OF THE WESTWOOD LEVEL CROSSING DISASTER THE TRIBUNAL HAS FINALLY CONCLUDED THAT THE DEATHS OF 5 TEENAGE GIRLS WAS CAUSED BY A COMPUTER FAILURE.

 

    The girls shivered in realization as the announcement concerning the approaching train echoed through the cold night air.

 

MR Roberts rose from his seat and made his way to the waiting room door. As he opened it a freezing blast brushed past him and, mingling with the screeching of the train’s brakes, he was sure he heard screams.

    “Glad I will be home soon,” he thought.

Sunday 27 December 2020

TIMEWALK (Part 2 of 5)

 TIMEWALK  (part two)

 by Richard Banks        


         I return to the flat that evening to find that our room has an additional occupant. It is a baby, an unnamed illegal, who arrived in the arms of a nurse from the central hospital. We are to look after it, or rather him until his fate is decided. Greta wants to call him Kurt after her father and when no one suggests an alternative name she trickles water down his face and declares him baptised. Eli looks displeased. Since the Second Reformation, the observance of religious sacraments has been strictly forbidden. Eli's duty is to report Greta's crime to the Public Compliance Unit but if he does the flat will likely lose its cook. For now, he says nothing. No doubt he will choose a less crowded moment to whisper a warning. “Where there are ears, tongues must be careful,” he will say. “No religion, no politics; leave these things to the Party; all wisdom is with the Party.”

         We eat our dinner and as usual clear our plates, but the good humour of the previous evening has been replaced by a mood of foreboding. Twenty four hours have done nothing to ease the tension between Egor and Eli. Another clash between them is likely to prove more bruising than the first. To make matters worse the child starts crying and will not stop. It is hungry, but we have no milk to give it. Eli volunteers to go out and get some. He has a voucher to which Greta adds one of her own. He motions me to follow him. “Adam, you and me together, yes? Safer if we both go.”

         No sooner are we out of the building than Eli's conversation turns to Egor. “Would not the world be a better place without people like him?” he says. I nod my head but fear what is to come. His voice is cold, matter of fact. “So how do we make this happen? What are the options? Shall we lead him down a dark alley and cut his throat? Is that a good idea, applicant member?”

          I say, no. I wonder who else might be listening, but the nearest loudspeaker is on the next corner, some thirty metres away. Is Eli serious about killing Egor or is he up to something else? Could it be a test of my loyalty, my commitment to him and the Party? At worse it could be entrapment.

         “Why no, comrade?” Eli lights a cigarette and almost lets it fall from his lips. He is nervous, ill at ease. If I am at risk, so is he. Can I trust him? I think I can.

         I tell him what he already knows; that the homicide of anyone even remotely connected to the party will be investigated and that forensic evidence will almost certainly identify the person or persons responsible. “Is Egor connected?”

         “There are those who watch over him.”

         “Big fish with sharp teeth?”

         He makes no answer. We walk on until we are safely past the loudspeaker. He continues talking. “But supposing Egor was never born, consider that; no Egor, no crime, no investigation. What say you to that, applicant member?”

         “So this is about Timewalk?”

         “It is the means to an end. All that is needed is a minor reworking of history. Two people who once met, don't, an insignificant change in their lives that not even they will be aware of.”

         “And you want me to make this happen?”

         “Why not? You hate Egor as much as I do. Why should he live?”

         “So what do I do?”

         Eli waits until we are out of earshot of a rough sleeper. “Patience comrade, I have a love story to tell you. On 25 July 2060, Josef Herschel, father of Egor, came to London on a road bus. In those days inter-sector travel required no special permissions and London was a popular destination for visitors. But for Josef, it was just another stage in a much longer journey. On reaching the coach terminus his intention was to catch another coach to the city then known as Plymouth. His plans, however, were disrupted by the late running of the first coach, which arrived two minutes after the departure of the Plymouth coach. The next service was not for three hours and Josef spent most of that time in a café, where he met and was much attracted to a waitress. Josef never did catch that coach. Within a month he and the waitress were married; Egor was their only child.”

         “So, I am to prevent their meeting by making sure that Josef catches that coach.”

         “Full marks, comrade. When you report for work tomorrow you will be sent back to that July day with its unfortunate consequences for ourselves. Here is a map of the coach station. The coach to Plymouth departs from bay K. Delay it for two minutes until Josef is on board. This is him, comrade. It was taken only one year after the events I have described.”

         He thrusts the photograph and map into the hip pocket of my jacket. There are questions I should be asking, but almost certainly there will be no answers. I have been told what I need to know. Complete the mission and this can only go well for me. With Eli's help who knows what I might achieve.

         We purchase the milk and return to the flat, where we find the two women arguing furiously with Egor, who wants the now hysterical child removed down the corridor to the laundry room. Greta warms some of the milk, to which she adds a nip of vodka. She trickles it into the child's mouth and cradles him in her arms. To everyone's relief, he falls asleep and is placed on a pillow inside a cardboard box. It is ten minutes to lights out and we quickly prepare our bedding for the night ahead. Egor, who, as usual, has drunk Mia's vodka as well as his own, falls asleep almost as soon as he lies down. If the child wakes and starts crying again he will be the last of us to know. For now, his snoring is the only sound keeping us from our sleep. After tomorrow only myself and Eli will have the memory of him; the memory of someone who was never born.

         I arrive at the laboratory the next morning to find that no missions are scheduled for that day.  By 12.30 this is still the case. I take a sustenance break at my desk, before starting a routine analysis of data. The feeling of nervous excitement with which I started the day has given way to puzzlement and annoyance. By 14.00 I am down to two options; one, that I have been set up and that my arrest will shortly follow or, two, that Eli's plan is nothing more than a dark, humourless joke at my expense.

         My thoughts are interrupted by a message on my terminal telling me to report to a Senior Technician. If there are unknown people with him I will almost certainly be arrested, but when I push open the door to his office he is alone. He looks displeased. Fortunately, the object of his displeasure does not seem to be me. I am, he says, to conduct an observational study of central London in the year 2060. He tries to give me the impression that this is a planned mission that has been properly researched, but his instructions as to what I am expected to observe are vague and unsupported by any paperwork beyond a standard proforma.

         I am hurried through the props room and kitted out in a beige suit, reminiscent of one my grandfather used to wear. By the time I reach the Transmissions Room my point of entry has been defined as an unpeopled plot of land within the Buckingham Palace Redevelopment Zone. The launch is delayed several minutes by an unidentified life form that is probably a dog. When it wanders off the entry grid the mission commences.

         I arrive and experience the usual sensations of physical and mental disorientation. If these have not cleared within twenty seconds I am to press the recall button on my wrist band, but by ten my head is clear and although my legs are shaking they are well able to support the weight of my body. I make off down a disused road in which weeds have taken root. At the end of it should be a main road for motorised traffic but the way to it is barred by a wooden hoarding on top of which is a double curl of barbed wire. Had the mission been properly researched this obstruction would have been identified and instructions issued as to the way past it. Fortunately, the way soon becomes clear. A section of hoarding has become detached from a gate post and I am able to widen the gap and squeeze through. I join other pedestrians on a thermic pavement which, to my surprise, contains more space than people. With every step, I am seeing and hearing things that I have only seen in films; hydrogen cars, taxi pods, a snake tram. Above the street, a man in an orange jet pack is descending into a designated landing area.

         I arrive at a side road to find that the only way across is to step into the carriageway between moving traffic. This is dangerous, bordering on madness. Some of the cars are still driver operated. None of them are yet made from soft bounce materials. In front of me is a woman in the dark blue uniform of the London Militia. As she crosses so do I. There are more roads to cross. At each one I cross close on the heels of someone who, with varying degrees of difficulty, makes it safely to the other side. To my left, across the main road that still bears the name of the old palace, is the metal exterior of the newly constructed rail terminus. Its colour slowly changes from blue to green. The coach station is further along to my right. Just three more roads to cross and I am there. I make it with ten minutes to spare and locate bay K. Passengers for the Plymouth coach have formed an orderly queue, which as the minute's tick by gets steadily longer.

         At 15.45 the coach arrives and the driver opens up a compartment on the side of the bus into which he loads the luggage of those travelling. At 15.55 the coach is almost full. He checks a list of names and declares that he is waiting for three more passengers. Several minutes elapse and an elderly couple arrive with a suitcase which is put with the other luggage. They ascend the steps into the coach. As the driver locks the luggage compartment I make my intervention. I affect a foreign accent.

         In reply to my asking if this is the Plymouth coach the driver replies that it is.

         “Mr Herschel?” he asks.

         “Herschel,” I say. “Yes, yes Herschel, that is my name. You take me to Plymouth, yes?”

         He assures me that he will. “Do I have any luggage?” he asks.

         I stare at him blankly.

         “Luggage,” he repeats in a louder voice. He looks at his watch and then at a uniformed official who is standing in the gateway of the next bay. “Yes, mate, luggage: suitcase, hold-all, backpack, expandobag.” He runs out of words to describe luggage and decides I don't have any. “Okay, let’s see your ticket. It's time we were off.”

         I make a show of reaching into my inside jacket pocket and when I find nothing in it I transfer the search to my outer pockets, where I find a William V payment disc. This I offer to the driver, who reiterates his demand for a ticket.

         “Do you have one or not?” he asks with mounting irritation.

         I nod my head vigorously and continue the search by reaching into my trouser pockets. I find a handkerchief, which I draw slowly out of my pocket, like a magician about to transform it into a dove.

         The driver sounds his horn to attract the attention of the man with the clipboard, who asks the driver if he is okay. The driver says he's not okay, that I'm holding up the coach because I don't have a ticket.

         “Nor does he have any luggage,” he adds. The thought crosses both their minds that I am not Mr Herschel and I am invited to get off the coach or they will call Security. This I pretend not to understand and cling tightly to a handrail exclaiming, “Plymouth, Plymouth, take me to Plymouth.”

         The man with the clipboard speaks on his mobile to someone called Charlie, requesting his help in, “removing a nutter.” As he does so, a short, swarthy man arrives, running and much out of breath. It's Herschel. The Security man also arrives and I allow him to drag me off the bus. I look back at Herschel, who is showing his ticket to the driver. He takes his seat, the doors shut and the coach begins its journey.

         The Security man is all for taking me to the detention room, but when I give him the payment disc and promise not to return he lets me go with a warning. I have one hour before the trip back, time enough to fill in the questionnaire I have been given and take audio and visual recordings. That done, I return along the route by which I came. There is more traffic now, but that’s good because most of it is stationary. I find the gap in the fence and return to the point of entry. As before there's no one to be seen, but since my arrival, a sheaf of flowers has been placed on a tumbled over column. Five years after a violent upheaval there is an uneasy calm.

         I signal that I am ready to depart and within seconds arrive back in the laboratory. My supervisor greets me with the usual health checks and an expression that suggests that the mission, as far as he is concerned, has been a waste of time. I file my report and download the data from my pad. There is an observational analysis to complete, then I am free to go.

Copyright Richard Banks


        

Saturday 26 December 2020

Somewhere…

                                                                       Somewhere… 

By Dawn Van Win

 

There is a terrace

Beside the sea

That gently laps

The soft warm sand

Beneath my feet

That slowly tread

A well-worn

Path

 

Along the shore

‘Neath cobalt skies

Where soaring gulls

Express their cries

Of airborne bliss

Untethered from 

Life such as this

 

Where shut away

From day to day

Through fear and dread 

Of Covid spread

By one and all

We do not know 

So keep our distance

Try to show

Some reverence 

for saving space 

Whilst wearing masks 

upon our face

 

Then shuffle through 

Dark winter’s gloom

Whilst meeting loved ones

Over zoom

I sit and ponder 

days gone by

And look out at 

the stormy skies

The clouds above us

Briefly part

I feel the sun

And in my heart

I know

 

There is a terrace

Beside the sea

That gently laps

The soft warm sand

Beneath my feet

That slowly tread

A well-worn

Path


Copyright Dawn Van Win



 

Water

 Water

by Rosemary Clarke

The ocean beds are teeming with life
But plastic and rubbish are like stabs from a knife.
They push their way to the heart of things
And take away what the oceans bring.
But still we do it, don't we care?
If we keep on, no ocean there.
No fun for our children, no more swims
Just because of our rubbish whims.
Can't we afford to save them all
All the waters big and small?
Put our rubbish where it should be
Then water lives in harmony.

Copyright Rosemary Clarke