A CHRISTMAS STORY OF LONG, LONG AGO

 A CHRISTMAS STORY OF LONG, LONG AGO

By Bob French 

The people of the little town of Braintree woke to find that during one night, just before Christmas 1917, snow had silently fallen, altering the bleak countryside to one of beauty and tranquillity. 

            Edward, who was making his way home on leave from the war for the first time, pulled up the damp rough collar of his great-coat to around his ears and lowered his face into the bitter cold wind that cut across the Witham Road.  He trudged on through slit eyes, his cold hands thrust deep inside his pockets.  The soft crunch of his boots as they trod the virgin snow; the haunting sound of the wind as it howled through the wire and the distant squawk of a crow high in the blackened leafless trees, brought his memory sharply back to home, the home where he had spent twelve months, but it felt like a life time.  The home, where he and his mates survived in a small muddy trench, day after day.  Where he lived on his nerves just to stay alive.  Where around him, grown men openly wept when one of their own quietly passed away from the bitter cold or hunger in the darkness of the night. Yet, strangely enough, it was a home he had become accustomed to, where he was happy.

            Edward was twenty one when he enlisted into the Essex Regiment during the summer of 1915. He felt it a sense of duty to fight for his country, which his father understood and praised him for, whilst his Mother did not and scolded him.  Then he remembered the day he told Grace, his young lady friend and grinned to himself at her reaction.  She had stared at him for a few seconds, then slapped his face hard, Then, with compassion in her eyes, she reached out and held his stinging face gently in her hands and kissed him.  It had been their first kiss.

            He had left the family farm just outside White Notley and within six months had passed through basic training. During the bitter winter of 1916 found himself in Belgium with his regiment at a place called Plug Street Wood, a desolate and cruel place, where creature comforts were virtually nonexistent and where both the weather and the enemy seemed determined to kill him.

            His thoughts were suddenly distracted by the sound of jangling chains and the crack of a whip that cut through the silence of the vast white and empty countryside. Edward’s eyes followed the sound until they settled on four steaming horses that strained against the straps and chains that imprisoned them. He stopped and returned the coachman’s wave, then grinned to himself.  ‘That must be the half past three coach from Chelmsford,’ he thought.

            His heavy breathing caused the air around him to billow like a steam engine pulling away from the station as he struggled up the last few yards to the crest of a familiar hill.  Then he rested, and looked down onto a small valley, hidden partially by the snow laden trees, his eyes began to sting as he fought back the tears.  Here was the place where he had started life, where he had grown from a scrawny boy to a man, under the protection of people who loved and cared for him. Where he had sweated and broken his back on an unyielding land; where he had given his love for the first time to someone other than his mother.  Then it dawned upon him.  Here was home.

            As he adjusted the shoulder straps of his haversack and began the perilous descent towards the small clump of cottages and barns, someone shouted his name. It carried clearly through the cold afternoon air.

            “Edward!”

He stopped, and through tired eyes quickly searched the snow covered farm in front of him.

            “Edward!”

He felt excitement rush through his body as he frantically searched the countryside.  Then he saw her stumbling up the field toward him. A grin spread across his face as he lurched down the slope, slipping and sliding as he went.  They met in each other’s arms, at the edge of the small brook which had frozen over to allow her to cross in safety. 

            “Oh my dear Grace.” His first words were uttered through sobs of happiness. They held each other close ignoring the bitter cold wind that tugged at their clothes.  Grace, cradled in his arms, her face buried in his chest and her muffled sobs, brought happiness to his heart.

            “Edward.  Thank God you are safe.  I have loved and missed you so much.” 

A few minutes later they heard the familiar voices of his parents through the winter air, as they hurried towards them.  Amongst sobs and laughter they hugged him until his father had insisted that the welcome should continue inside, rather than out in the cold and within minutes they were all standing in front of a raging open fire in the parlour.  Edward looked at his father, who grinned back at him with a nod of proud approval, as his mother and Grace clung to him as though he might suddenly vanish.

            “Welcome home lad.  It’s good to have you back, and just in time for Christmas.”

            His mother, who had remained uncommonly silent during the welcome, had suddenly started to openly weep, drawing Edward and Grace around her, embracing them with gentle arms. 

            “Edward lad, come and sit down.  You must be tired.”  His father recognised the expression on his son’s face.  He had seen it many times before, when they had been ploughing the fields till late, or bringing in the harvest.  His mother clung to his hand as he sat and listened to what they had planned for Christmas Day. 

            In the corner of his eye, Edward watched Grace as she prepared a sandwich; his heart leapt at the way the afternoon sun shone on her shoulder length hair and the smile of her calm angelic face. He had made his mind up.  This Christmas he would ask for her hand in marriage.

            The morning brought Christmas Eve, and with it another bitter cold day.  Edward, who was not accustomed to the comfort of a proper bed, had risen early and helped his father with the milking before being spoilt by his mother with a cooked breakfast that could have fed three.  She watched him as he ate and with an intriguing grin on her face, confronted him.

            “Well Edward, what is it?” 

            Edward knew he could never keep a secret from her for long and chose silence as his defence.  

            “I recognise that look on your face.  When have you got to go back?” 

            Edward pondered on the thought of that far away place; the stench of rotting bodies; the cold; the mud and the ever present threat of death, but quickly cast it from his mind.

            “No Mum it’s that…..”  The back door suddenly opened, admitting his father and a gust of ice cold wind.

            “Right, lad, when you’ve finished you can help me with the fencing, up in the top field, if you like.”  Edward grinned, secretly thanking his father for intervening.  As he moved toward the back door he paused and kissed his mother on the cheek.

            “I will tell you tomorrow, Mum, I Promise.”

            The excitement of what Christmas Day might bring slowly built throughout the morning, with the rich smells of cooking drifting through the house and the jubilant sound of Edward and Grace, amidst bouts of laughter, as they decorated the Christmas tree. 

            After lunch, Edward asked Grace if she would accompany him into Braintree, where she had grown up. Grace nodded enthusiastically, but insisted that he wore his uniform.

            To their surprise, the expected wind, that howled across the desolate countryside, was absent as they stepped out into the yard.  In its place, nature had prepared a spectacular show for the young couple.  The large, warm sun that hung in the vast, blue, empty sky ignited millions of diamonds, that lay in the gentle blanket of white snow. All around them was total silence, as they trudged up the Witham Road towards Braintree Town and civilisation.

            The cramped buildings on the Rayne Road, which led into the market square of Braintree, offered them sanctuary from the cold and soon they were amidst the jostle of humanity; smells of roasting chestnuts, carol singers, peddlers and busy shoppers, who smiled and greeted Edward as though he were a long lost son.  

            As Grace bartered with the fruit and vegetable seller, Edward knew the time had come and leant across and whispered that he had seen one of his friends and would only be a minute. She smiled at him with her eyes.

            “Don’t be too long.”

            As he eased himself through the busy square he paused and glanced at the White Hart public house and thought that a little Dutch courage might help, but thought better of it and continued to walk purposefully toward the tobacco shop on Coggeshall Road. 

            He paused and glanced briefly at the gold lettering printed neatly above the door of the shop.  Edward felt his heart start to pound, as he realised what he had to do, then, pushing the large wooden door open, he felt the waft of warm sweet- smelling air rush past him.  He allowed himself a few seconds to revel in the warmth and let his nose grow accustomed to the smells, when a tall, well-built man with a mop of grey hair appeared from behind a curtain.

            “Why, Edward.  It is good to see you back safely.  How are you?” 

            Edward had rehearsed the lines over and over in his mind and took a deep breath.

            “Sir. I come into your shop on a false errand.”  A sudden frown crept across the tall man’s face.

            “As you know Sir, I had been walking out with your daughter for over a year before I enlisted and I would like to ask your permission to take her hand in marriage.”

            The tall man narrowed his eyes and searched Edward’s frightened face.  Time seemed to stand still as the tall man contemplated his decision, then slowly smiled.

            “Edward, son.  You have my blessing,” he said as he extended his hand, which was eagerly taken.

            “Her mother, God rest her soul, would have wanted it also. Have you any idea when you intend marrying her?” 

            Edward had not been prepared for the question, but knew that to marry Grace before the war ended would be folly.

            “Upon my return from the war Sir.”  The grin that spread across the tall man’s face was quickly followed by the nodding of his shaggy head.

            “I know she spends most of her day across at your parents’ farm and I am sure she will do you proud, son. Go to her, Edward, and may God bless you both.”

            Christmas morning was filled with the smell of roast turkey, home-made wine and the singing of Christmas carols. After a huge lunch, excited screams and laughter followed the opening of presents.  Edward felt his eyes water as he unwrapped a watch, engraved with love from his parents, to replace the one he had broken in the trenches. 

            Suddenly, the room fell silent.  His parents gazed at Edward, who had knelt down in front of Grace.

            “Grace Thompson. You are my only true reason to live and I don’t think I can live on this earth without you by my side.  Will you do me the honour of becoming my wife?”

            What followed was a cacophony of screams and tears of joy as Edward’s parents embraced the young happy couple.  Grace and his mother clung to each other in tears. Edward, with bright tearful eyes, smiled at his father, then stepped forward and embraced him.  They both knew it was going to be the best Christmas ever.

Copyright Bob French