Two published in the May edition of Blythe Spirit
By Rob Kingston
for as long as it lasts gulls cry
Driftwood
a sea lion
appears
to
disappear
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Two published in the May edition of Blythe Spirit
By Rob Kingston
for as long as it lasts gulls cry
Driftwood
a sea lion
appears
to
disappear
By Len Morgan
My Scars are evidence that I’m fallible. I’ve been injured many times, yet always I have survived. I have beaten faster men, better men, and stronger men. I beat them because I am too blind stupid to know when I'm beaten! As time passes they begin to doubt; their confidence evaporates; their strength starts to wane, their mind allows vulnerability in. Then their imagination starts working overtime and they begin to fear. From then on, their days are numbered. But, I’m getting older, and slower. It's just a matter of time…
If killing is wrong then why do I feel so exulted with each cutting thrust of my sword?
Spirit & Flesh!
The Spirit is immortal and so has eternity in which to enjoy the finer things; beauty of thought and deed; with ample time to contemplate them to the full.
The Flesh knows it has but a short span on earth. Time in which to taste the riches and pleasures of life: greed, gain, and lust, three of the hungers to be sated in life. It wants to experience everything in full measure, caring only for its own existence: The Joy of Life!
Copyright Len Morgan
SANDCASTLES 01
By Barbara Thomas
When I was around nine years old, my younger sister and I were lucky enough to go to the seaside quite often, mainly because my Dad owned a little black four seater Ford. How many readers can remember back in the days when Henry Ford’s proudly said these famous words, “you can choose any colour as long as it’s black”. I digress.
As a family of four we would
travel as far as
Meal over, kettle put back on, bowl filled
with washing up, then my most hated job, drying up. Everything carefully
stacked away, off again to our destination,
Copyright Barbara Thomas
JIT – Journey in Time (Part 3 of 4)
(Contains scenes of an upsetting/distressing nature)
By John Abbott
Nothing !! - A short conversation to a clerk on the
Swedish commanders staff and my documents were handed over, both without praise
or explanation. Hours later when I returned to the inn which was our
pre-arranged meeting place, I was told of the desertion of nine of our company.
These nine had decided that they could gain better sustenance without the help
of Fraser's leadership. Whereupon Fraser then made a decision that would
forever haunt my life.
The nineteen remaining members of this advance company were to ride South from the town without delay and attempt to seek hospitality from one of the surrounding villages. At least, that was what I was told, which only shows my complete and utter naiveté in the ways of the world. Oh, how much I now regret becoming one of that hungry band of marauders.
It was only much later that I
was to find out that the city of
I shall NEVER forget the day that we appeared on the outskirts of that village. It was a Monday, the twenty-eighth of January in the year of our Lord 1634 and it was on this day that I was to forever break whatever rules of morality I had set myself.
We approached the
There was no brandishing of arms, no blatant hostility, just nineteen hungry, thirsty horsemen.
Fraser was calm and measured as he split us into two's and told us to inquire at each dwelling for supplies. I was obviously paired with Sil, which, for a reason still unbeknown to me, was treated with great humour by the rest of our party. It was presumably an insult of some kind but I did not, nor did I wish to, examine the content of the derisory remarks. Sil was definitely upset by these comments and reacted angrily.
As our horses were dismounted
and tied up to the nearest horse rails, a few of the inhabitants began to
appear. Sil had dismounted in an angry petulant fashion. He rushed to the
nearest building and hammered with his fist upon the door. I stepped quickly
after him. The door opened and the occupier appeared. This German had grey
hair, he looked frail and thin and must have been all of fifty plus years in
age. In his native tongue of German, he demanded of Sil an explanation.
" What do you want ? What do you want of us?
Sil's response to the old man surprised me
enormously! He simply punched the old man full in the face, knocking him to the
floor inside his home. He then stamped his way inside and began to shout what I
presumed to be abuse in German at whoever else was within. I stooped to help
the old man to his feet, whilst he vigorously attempted to staunch the flow of
blood escaping from his nose. I glanced outside and as I pivoted around, the
truth began to dawn upon me. Loud shouting and cursing, some Swedish but mostly
German, had become the order of the day. The whole company was armed and acting
belligerently towards the inhabitants of this village. Doors were being
battered on and homes were being forcibly entered. I turned back as the old
man, right hand firmly on his nose, half-closed the door with his left. As I
quickly surveyed the interior, I felt a cold creak of horror screaming through
my mind.
There was a large table and
chairs centrally placed in the room and there were three other doors, two on
the wall to my right, and another to the left side. Sil was standing just to my
left in front of the table. I was horrified to see that he had drawn his rapier
and was threatening a young woman seated in the corner, who appeared to be the
only other occupant of this building. I remonstrated with Sil.
" What are you
doing ? Put your sword away, you don't need it here!"
He only had a laconic reply for me." Shut up,
English!"
I decided to try and calm the situation. I sat at
the table and quietly asked the young woman for food and wine whilst carefully
surveying her features. She was young, possibly similar in years to my good
self. Her hair was the colour of bright chestnuts and she had a plain look
about her without being unattractive. She had a slim figure, and she wore a
long simple high-waisted dress of deep blue with a white low cut front
revealing ample bosom. Although she was obviously frightened, she attempted a
brave smile towards me. Sil sat gruffly down next to me, banged his free fist
upon the table and shouted.
"Yes ! Food, wine. Now!"
He put his rapier into its scabbard and shouted
again.
"Now, woman! Wine! Now!"
The old man, who was still dabbing his nose with a handkerchief,
waved the girl away to one of the doors on the right.
"Go, Hanna, fetch some wine."
The woman called Hanna rose
and walked swiftly into what was presumably their kitchen. The old man explained
to us that they only had a little bread, no real food, but they could gather
some old vegetables to make a broth of sorts but it would probably not cure our
hunger. Sil gave the impression that he was an oaf by staring around the room
with a moronic gaze and occasionally muttering the German word for "Wine".
The old man now sat at the table, to our right, blocking my view of Hanna in
the other room. I cautiously tried to begin a conversation.
"Jonathon, my name is Jonathon."
His queer expression left little doubt that he did
not understand English. We had a strange situation here; an Englishman versed
in his native tongue along with Latin and French and understanding a little
German, with a Finn who could speak a little German and English, both in a
German household where they appeared to only fully understand German. Then the
old man, still tentatively dabbing his nose with a bloodied hankerchief, spoke
to me. Perhaps he did understand?
"Georg Rosch and my wife - Hanna."
Sil broke up whatever conversation might have followed between this Rosch and my good self with a loud scream of, "Woman, wine!"
I would have attempted to calm him again, but at that moment, Hanna appeared from the kitchen with a large wooden tray with six bottles and two jugs upon it. Sil rose from his seat and as a childish grin appeared upon his face he shouted, "Good! good! wine!"
The tray was placed upon the table and Hanna sat
sheepishly back in the corner. Rosch looked at me, then switched his eyes to
Sil as Sil glumly uncorked a bottle and set the glasses in front of himself. He
poured into both slowly and as he did, Rosch, whose nose now seemed to have
stopped bleeding, narrowed his eyes at Sil in an evil look of hatred. Sil sat,
then pushed a jug to me, which I picked up and began to sip. Unfortunately, Sil
had other ideas, he emptied his jug in one mouthful, poured another and made a
gesture to me indicating that I should follow suit. I did and the drinking like
this continued for quite a few minutes. Sil and I had almost finished two
bottles whilst Rosch and his wife Hanna simply watched, afraid to speak and
scared of provoking Sil into any additional violent acts. Sil drained the
second bottle and then began to drink the third at a more conservative pace and
I made the mistake of joining him. I was already feeling light-headed when Sil
again rose from his chair and spoke to Hanna.
"Woman, come here."
"You, woman, drink wine too!"
"No!" was her short answer.
"Yes, drink!" said Sil.
With a worried soulful look she again answered "No!"
Sil looked at her without a
change of expression, stood up and whilst continuing to drink, began to slowly
walk around the room. The drinking was progressing too quickly for me, I could
not hold my drink at this pace. My head was beginning to feel as though it was
spinning when Sil again gestured to Hanna and demanded.
"Woman, drink wine with me!"
She again glanced at all the three men in the room then answered a
third time, "No, I cannot!"
Sil leant slowly towards her and suddenly grabbed her by the hair.
"You drink wine!"
Rosch jumped up immediately. There was nothing I
could do, the alcohol was having an effect. Sil glared at Rosch and screamed at
him some German that I did not understand. As Rosch, helpless against a man of
such bulk, sank into his seat again, Sil twisted Hanna's hair and pulled her
upwards. She moaned in pain but said nothing. I spoke to Sil.
"Leave her, we can drink the wine."
His response was again
straightforward. "Shut up, English!"
Although it numbs me to
remember, I will never forget what we did that afternoon. I do not really wish
to go any further into the squalid detail, but I must exorcise these events
somehow. Sil twisted Hanna's hair tighter and, using his free hand, ripped open
the front of her dress. Her breasts sprang free of the torn clothing, as she
screamed. Rosch simply buried his head into his hands in anguish. Sil slapped
Hanna to stop her screaming, but to no avail Sil literally picked her up by her
hair and slammed her back against the table.
"Woman, I want you!” he stated.
He lifted her easily, and
threw her upon the table, face up. The tray was knocked to the floor. One
bottle shattered, the others rolled over and over, adding to the noise of Rosch
crying and Hanna screaming to God for help. Hanna went limp, in fear or shock,
or both, I knew not. She was wide-eyed, but did not struggle much, only
whispering, " God... God..." as Sil roughly stripped her of every
stitch of clothing she was wearing. Not gently, he simply tore it off, the
dress, her underskirts, her long lacy knickers, and her footwear were thrown
across the room. Rosch fell to his knees with his back to us and began weeping
and whining heavily whilst huddled on the floor.
(To be Continued)
Copyright John Abbott
THE CHALLENGE
By Peter Woodgate
It stands before me
A challenge to end all challenges
Where do I begin?
How do I tackle the immense task ahead?
I see several openings
Each leading to a fresh challenge
A steep slope spirals upward
And I glimpse yet other openings
I see a well but my throat remains dry,
The task looks daunting,
Energy sapping,
Soul destroying,
Time consuming
And costly.
I slump down, close my eyes
And let my mind wander,
I need to break through
The walls of resistance,
Open the doors of expectancy,
Climb the stairway of fulfilment
In order to reach my goal.
I clear my mind
Of negative distractions
And see it framed
In all it’s glory
Magnificent colours edged with white
Rising from the lush ground underfoot
To a sumptuous sky
Where twinkling lights burst forth
From beautiful roses.
I sigh with satisfaction
The task complete,
Then, recognize the sound of heavy feet,
A voice booms out and I hear it bawl
“Come on you have to decorate the hall”
Copyright Peter Woodgate
JIT – Journey in Time ~ (Part 2 of 4)
By John Abbott
The Colonel called in his Captain, spoke a few unintelligible sentences, presumably in Swedish, and the Captain then beckoned me to follow him. I bowed my head in appreciation to Colonel Stalhaus, and followed his Captain, whilst attempting to slow my surge of silent celebration. The Captain led me to another room further down the hall, whereupon he gestured that I should wait outside. As I stood with my back to the room, he entered and I heard more of his native tongue, also someone replying. I pivoted as I heard footsteps approaching.
"Hello me lad!" bellowed a somewhat
overweight soldier who was obviously a Scot by his accent. He shook me by the
hand.
"So, you're for enlisting, are you lad?"
For the first time in days I appeared cautious.
"I want to travel to
The Scot bellowed back
"Yes laddie, I know. But first you must sign the necessary paperwork!”
It seemed as though paperwork would haunt me to the
end of my days. I showed him my letter of introduction from Sir Edward Conway,
who had been the English Secretary of State since 1623.
It appeared to have little affect as I was taken
through reams of rules and regulations. The paperwork was in German, of which I
understood some when spoken, but little when written. The Scot, a Campbell by
birthright I understand, tried to explain most of it to me. Essentially, it
meant that as long as I complied with the regulations laid down, then I would
receive a small sum of coinage every month along with food and lodging. The
lodging was not yet arranged, but would be dealt with upon arrival at
The next morning I rose from my slumbers early, to find myself a little nervous. Although I felt a tiny amount of expectancy, it seemed heavily outweighed by grave misgivings; my fears, no doubt of the unknown, were hard to suppress.
I think it prudent at this juncture in time to make
one point abundantly clear. My knowledge of war, and life, come to think of it,
had been relatively limited. Of course, I had heard stories and read pamphlets,
but seen little. My schooling was the basis for my experience so far; which
although extensive, hardly prepared me for a trip on foreign soil, and a war.
The skills I had learnt at school, first at Ludlow Grammar then at
I carefully packed my few belongings into my haversack, rolled my bedroll tightly and tied it. As I threw my cloak around my shoulders, I took a final glance around the spartan surroundings; one small, low wooden bed, one chair, a small washbowl, and a single unlit candle upon the floor. I contemplated the future and wondered when I would next have the opportunity to sleep in a bed, or indeed, when I would next have any sleep at all. As I left the room and went down the stairs towards the inn's kitchen, I steered my thoughts towards acquiring some bread and sausage for breakfast rather than allowing myself any more careless musing upon the future.
Fortunately, I had
already made an arrangement with the innkeeper about breakfast. For a few
coins, he had promised that his wife would leave enough to sustain me for the
day. I found a small loaf, two medium-sized leberwurst - or liver-sausage to us
English, and a carafe of wine: a veritable feast. I gathered the food and wine
into a spare sack which had thoughtfully been left, no doubt, by the
innkeeper's wife. As I strode off under a grey January sky to meet Captain
Fraser and to begin my journey to
When I reached the small square, my muster point, my anticipation increased. Within the square, the sides of which were certainly no more than a hundred yards each, was all manner of military paraphernalia, the like of which I had not seen since Briel. There were two wagons and, at a glance, twenty to thirty horses, surrounded by a couple of hundred people, at least. Not that they were all soldiers; far from it, in fact! There were all sorts of people, and even some women.
When I spotted Captain Fraser,
unmistakable because of his fiery orange beard, it became obvious to me that
the majority of these people were the inevitable hangers-on. He was
gesticulating wildly at the crowd and his roaring voice was easily the loudest
I had ever heard. It was some minutes before I managed to assess exactly what
was happening. Of actual troops, there were but twenty-five to thirty, and one
of the wagons appeared heavily laden with barrels of wine and beer. So heavily
laden, in fact, that the soldiers had decided to transfer half its load to the
second wagon, which had the effect of bringing forward a small collection of
the local populace set on acquiring anything that the opportunity might
present. Hence the apparent chaos and the bellowing Scotsman. Mr Fraser, or the
Captain, as I should now refer to him, was slowly gaining control of the
situation. Half of the soldiers were ordered to force the crowd back, not only
to stop them hindering the movements from one wagon to the other, but also to
prevent the scaring of the horses which, for the moment, were being kept
relatively calm by a few soldiers on my right. As things quietened the crowd
began to disperse realizing that there were to be no easy pickings here - not
today, maybe tomorrow.
The Captain introduced
himself to me.
“Mister Vincent, no
doubt!"
He must have got a decent description of me from Mr
Campbell, which would not have been as hard as one might imagine. Although my
clothes were similar to many in the crowd, breeches, tunic, white shirt and a
cloak, my hair was cut pretty short, just below my ears, and it was very blonde
- almost white. We exchanged pleasantries, then Fraser went on to explain the
situation surrounding his merry band.
Captain Fraser's advance company consisted of the
two wagons, whose contents were to be quietly delivered to
It was still early morning when we finally set off.
I remember it well. There was a mass of large cloud formations as our two
wagons and twenty-eight shrouded riders headed South under a sky that was a
hundred shades of grey. I could almost smell the rain that seemed imminent.
Yet again, I shall not dwell upon our journey
except to describe our environs. En route, the weather was relatively pleasant
for winter, not too cold, much cloud with only a gentle sprinkling of January
rains. The journey itself was uneventful, simply a series of long sore rides
interspersed with short rest periods and small encampments around a single fire
at night. Fraser showed every sign of wanting this journey to pass quickly,
whilst the remainder of the party wished to travel slower and all appeared to
resent Fraser's apparent haste. I had expected the countryside that we were
crossing to be a little bare, after all it was winter, but as we traveled
further South, the more barren it became. I attempted to close my mind as to
the reasons why. It was during these winter days that I struck up a friendship
of sorts with one of the company. I found myself having the opportunity to
converse with one of them, a Finn named Sil.
I am often reflective
on how little I knew about this motley group, and I find myself, especially
now, realizing that I am little different to any of them deep down inside; just
so much flotsam swimming against the tide. My first impressions were not wildly
astray, only the judging of my own character now seems amiss. I only knew the
names of four of my fellow travelers. Fraser with his fiery orange beard and
resounding bellow of a voice, a true Scotish reiver from some mist-laden glen.
Sil, whose minor problems of weight and birthright made him different from the
rest. He was overly heavy, plump, and the fact that he emanated from the loins
of a Finnish father was the constant source of teasing and merriment from
within the company. But what really brought this sad outcast closer to me was
the fact that he spoke some broken English, and was therefore the nearest I had
to a colleague in this party. Fraser, being the Captain deliberately attempted
to maintain an aloof air, and distanced himself from me regardless of our
linguistic similarities. Then there was Presten, who, to be quite frank, scared
me. This dark, brooding, sullen Swede, tall and strong, would sit deep into the
night by the fire, and, as if hewn from rock, stare unsmiling into the
darkness. He, if indeed any of us were, appeared perfectly crafted for the
devil's work. The only other individual that I knew was Moss, which I felt
certain was not his name but some old nickname from his past. He too, was tall
and strong, with long golden hair, and sometimes, at least, he smiled at me,
which had the effect of breaking down one or two of the many barriers that
existed between us. He did not appear to be particularly intelligent, probably
a farmhand or similar back home.
As for me, as I have already stated, only God will
have the final opinion.
Under Fraser's
guidance it only took us a few more days to reach our destination.
(To be Continued)
Copyright John Abbott
JIT – Journey In Time (Part 1 of 4)
By John Abbott
Jonathon
Thomas Vincent - November 1990
As I stood there on
that joyous November morning in the imperial city of Rothenburg ob der Tauber,
having flown from London via Nuremburg, it became extremely hard to guide my
thoughts across the clouded years that stood
between my long-lost relative and me. Situated near to the river Tauber and its
peaceful valley was the old walled imperial free city. Here I was amongst its
houses with tall pointy roofs, turrets and beams, old signs overhanging the
streets, its old fountains alive with scarlet geraniums. Although I had been
heavily impressed with the famous winged high altar in the great parish church;
it had actually been painted by Hans Herlin in 1466 (over 500 years ago),
nothing could have quite prepared me for what I was to find.
I could only marvel at the
startling journal in front of my eyes. To have found such a jewel amongst this
haystack was nothing short of miraculous. And to think that upon being told of
this particular collection, my initial thoughts were almost blasphemous. I
remember them clearly." Bloody waste of time! What's the point?”
Some strange
compulsion to find the truth led me to continue. I had been in correspondence
with quite a lot of people in
After many discussions and much heart-searching with Mansfeld, my closest friend, I decided it would be best to travel to Rothenburg and leave poor old Mansfeld behind. I left him in the care of dear old Mrs Stambridge. She would look after him; she liked dogs.
Imagine the scene from
the past, on the eleventh of August, in the year of our Lord 1650, in the imperial
free city of Rothenburg, an immense celebration of peace and thanksgiving had
taken place. Now that the Swedish soldiers had departed, the populace fully
believed the war to be over.
The schoolchildren of
Rothenburg, the majority of them carrying bouquets and wearing wreaths, with a
lavish accompaniment of musicians were assembling in the broad marketplace of
the city, where it seemed as if the entire population was present.
Some nineteen years earlier in 1631, their parents
and grandparents had knelt in this same square, praying and begging the dreaded
General Tilly to spare their city from the fate of
Similar scenes were being
enacted in cities, towns and villages all over
This is where our story really begins: I have attempted to eliminate any linguistic anachronisms from the manuscript that my relative has recorded. I do hope that you appreciate my efforts. For my own sake, I am glad that he chose to record his tale in English and not in the customary Latin.
Jonathon Thomas Vincent - January 1634
It is the year of our
Lord 1634 and I have little idea of the underlying reasons for my attempt to
record these events, but, nonetheless, I feel compelled to do so. Whether I am
writing this as a record of historical events or simply to preserve my dignity
and to purify myself I do not know. Only God can make the final judgment. I
have convinced myself that what has happened, what I have witnessed and been a
part of here in
I came here almost by
chance; alas, my inherent honesty requires me to accept that I had a choice.
Oh, how much I regret that fated choice.
I could easily have
stayed in Briel and maintained a reasonable existence alongside the English
regiment residing there. But no, I was finding my stay a little tedious, to say
the least. The constant stream of correspondence back to
My original thoughts
were crisp and clear enough when the opportunity presented itself. A messenger
was required for a long journey into
I shall not dwell at any length upon the journey that brought me to the outskirts of this hell, except to describe the method and route taken.
I joined a small group of merchants who were taking
a large sailing barge up the Rhine to
From
I asked a few simple questions
at the beadle’s residence, and within two days I had arranged an audience with
the Colonel.
When I arrived for my audience
with Colonel Stalhaus, which had been assigned to an ungodly early hour of
Wednesday morning. I was somewhat surprised to find such hustle and bustle, clerks
and soldiers alike, all carrying boxes to and fro. The reason, I discovered,
was that the colonels staff were to move South across the River Main later that
day.
I must admit to a little nervousness as I entered
the drawing room within the sumptuous residence of the beadle. There he was,
Colonel Stalhaus, not, as I had imagined, surrounded by servants or guards, but
alone.
He turned slowly and cast his gaze upon me. He was
a stout-looking man, tall - over six feet, with broad shoulders that seemed
built for bearing large burdens. His hair was long and fair, but thinning, and
his face, although weathered, seemed a touch youthful. As I approached him
cautiously, I then realized that this youthfulness belied the truth: his
deep-socketed brown eyes were a colour similar to that of an oak barrel, and
for all the world appeared to shout the word despair. His apparel was simple
and workmanlike. His voluminous breeches were of grey, and he wore a sleeveless
waistcoat of a similar dark colour over his white linen shirt, which, although
having a collar that was very plainly cut indeed, both wrists showed a touch of
lace. He also wore a large red sash diagonally across his breast from his left
shoulder, which ended in a large bow almost hiding the hilt of his rapier from
view.
The most surprising
aspect of him was his shrill voice.
"You have the
documents, young man!"
I had expected a gruff
bark of a voice, but it was quite the opposite, high-pitched and sweet
sounding, not at all authoritative. The English he spoke was clear, but still
sounded unnatural. Had I heard it without seeing him, I would immediately have
guessed that he was a foreigner.
I replied calmly."Yes, I have
them. I hope you understand why I did not mention them to your clerks."
He replied carefully,"
of course... very commendable. If only
more of my own staff were as careful."
I tried to apologize "Sorry,
I did not mean to belittle your st..."
The Colonel broke in sharply
"No matter, the documents are bound for
I decided upon playing
my trump card "Colonel, is it possible that I may continue the journey to
"I have a letter
of introduction from Sir Edward Conway," I quickly added.
"Perhaps ...
ummmh ... " his face showed a dour quizzical smile.
He stared resolutely at me. I hoped my expression
told him what he wanted to know, that I desperately wanted the task.
"Have you enlisted," he asked?
As it trailed off, I heard the faint whispering
echo of his words...
“You young pups, so eager to die."
"Talk to my
Captain outside, show him your letter. If you have one."
I remember the moment well; my heart leapt a
somersault of joy. What a mistake not to recognize this wise mans words for
what they were: a salutary lesson in caution.
(To be
Continued)
Copyright John Abbott